COMMIT NO SIN

2009-07-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

hie bloggy.. im back here again.. let me start ma story..

Now, im working as a data entry in venture. doing wad?? invoices n soon manifest.. itz quite similar as ryder job bt abit diff ah..:) suprising im workin wid ma own frend, Has.. yeah, Has.. ma frend since im nursery.. hahaha..:p n also thers feeza n ma supervisor, Rahimah.. 1 dae, i'll tk some photos wid dem..:) although im working in venture, i'm still workin in mkanshiok, western. im working ther only on weekends.. ppl keep asking me.. dun u feel tired, working here n ther?? haha.. quite tired bt i jst wanna spent ma tyme outdoors rather den being at home.. at least im doin e ryte tink outside nt wasting tyme..:)

ma dad keep complaining dat he haf 2 pay dis n dat.. complaint nt enuf money 4 hymself eventhough i nv ask hym ma pocket money since im out from sch. so nw i guess is tyme 4 me 2 help hym..:)

dis few daes, im quite bz wid ma work coz i had 2 complete last mnth doc. i nv get 2 meet ma frendz.. ite frendz, esp fad.. pri frendz, shaka n also ice... miss dem all..:(

till here.. i wanna go slp...:p nytez...

2009-05-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

hie bloggy... itz been a v v v long tyme i didnt update u ryte.. haha.. im here nw updatin ma blog.. fad keep askin me 2 update ma blog.. n nw im here updatin u bloggy.. thanz 2 fad..:))))

okae.. hws ma life ryte nw?? hhmm.. maeb ppl keep ask.. im doin fine nw.. 4 e past few weekz, i'd been workin at makan shiok western stall.. 1st, i tot of not workin ther coz

1) itz near ma house

2) thers so many ppl dat i know n kinda shy wen saw dem...

bt wad 2 do.. i work coz i need money 2 survive 4 maself.. n workin ther, i learn lotz of tink.. hayati dat didnt lyke 2 go kitchen n touch kitchen tink n bcome hayati dat help mum in e kitchen n learn new tinkz 2 cook.. hahaaha.. i learn hw 2 cook roti john, fish n chip, cutlet n etc... i also learn hw 2 make salad... all thanx 2 ma boss pakcik rosli..:)) n sadly his goin 2 close him stall soon.. dis 16 june is his last dae sellin.. his business quite gd.. is jst dat his tired of cookin i guess... so those ppl out ther, if u wanna taste our kebab nasi goreng, kebab noodle (ma fav) n other western food, plz come down 2 mkan shiok b4 16 june...:) 100%, dey taste nice...:)

bside workin at ther, im 24 hrs stayin at home..:)) doin wad?? of coz takin care of ma nephew!!! haiizz.. gettin more stress wid hym.. alwaes haf 2 chase hym ther n here.. haiizz... cn c his quite clever, cn catch tinkz fast... sometimes he will follow wad we do everydae.. his kinda funny also bt come 2 his naughtiness... OMG!!! i cnt take it.. in 1 dae, i donno hw many tyme he will fell... i guess if i gt heart attack, long tyme im gone liao.. hahahaha...

ppl keep askin me y i seldom online eventhough im alwaes at home.. hehe.. actually is nt dat i duwan 2 online.. itz jst bcoz i hide ma laptop n itz been a long tyme i didnt touch ma laptop.. im jst usin ma comp.. i use ma comp wen itz neccessary only coz ma siblings alwaes fightin on dis comp.. so i jst dun bother.. i hide ma laptop coz itz nt im selfish 2 let ma siblings use it.. is jst dat ma dad keep naggin at me.. ur laptop was 24hrs on n ppl bringin it ther n here.. he alwaes nag at me bt nt ma siblings who use it.. so 2 prevent frm me gettin nag, i had 2 lie 2 dem n sae ma laptop is at ma uncle house.. coz he haf 2 do sometink wid ma laptop.. so datz y nw, dey will alwaes fight usin dis comp.. she wanna use, he wanna use n etc.. i jst ignore it..

ouh yeah.. im so freakin happy.. guess wad?? im nt jobless!!! i found a new job n im startin ma job 2mrrw!!!! im so happy...:) terrance, ma agent call n he ask me 2 come dwn 2 interview.. i wen wid arn.. n he said we cn start work mondae.. datz great bt e bad tink is dat i haf 2 wake up early... work start at 7am!!!! i haf 2 wake up at 5am.. lyke im goin 2 sch!!!! omg!!! i hope i cn wake up 2mrrw..:) bt i will still b workin at mkan shiok.. i'll b ther every sat n also other daes where k.ida wan me 2 take over her..:) hehe... hhmm datz all i guess abt ma life bloggy.. n 1 more tink. im tryin hard 2 lose weight!!!!! hehehe...

kla, i gtg.. wanna find clothes 4 2mrrw n i wanna slp early 2dae..:)

gd nyte bloggy.. love u!!!

2009-02-25T19:50:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy.. misses u so much!!! been damn bz for dis few weekz..i dun haf e tyme 2 blog, dun haf e tyme 2 haf a look in ma frendsta, tagged n etc.. 2dae is e dae im slightly free.. bt gt 2 cont. ma sbm soon... im alwaes wid ma nephew at home, wid proj n i haven start ma revision.. haiizz..

so many tinkz happened in dis few weekz.. nw i reali noe hw stress ppl ar out ther.. haizz.. btw, thanz 2 shakalaka n faz for comin 2 ma house.. lucky i asked ma mum 2 cook.. haha... i noe u all hungry ryte??:p n also thanz 2 fad 4 e suprise ya.. i lyke ma pooh n also e cake so cute wid pooh on e cake..:p i will update e picz 1 dae.. bt not 2dae.. haha.. ma bdae jst past a wk ago.. notink reali happen in sch coz no1 noes itz ma bdae on dat dae.. ahaha.. wen home, tot wanna haf a nap b4 i met shaka bt has was early so had 2 meet her.. was reali happie 2 meet shaka back n also faz.. i reali haf fun wid u all bt i was reali tired on dat dae... aftr dey wen off, den k.ina, k.ida n amer came ma house.. i invited dem 2.. we chat n chat till 12.. i was lyke damn tired n sleepy.. end up e nxt dae, i woke up late 4 sch.. haha.. omg!

thers more stories 2 go bt not 2dae.. i need 2 cont wid ma sbm... bye!!
peace out!!

2009-02-12T00:04:00.002+08:00

hi bloggy..

fushooo!!! i so frreakin tired n sleepy 2.. didnt get 2 slp well dis few daes.. coz i've alot of sch work.. n also i haf 2 do house work n babysit.. haiz.. so tired! tired! i jst finished doin ma assignment.. 2mrrw i haf 2 hand in.. i haf 2 more proj 2 go.. BEO and SBM.. haiz..

one more tink im tinkin in ma head, is ma future.. wad am i goin 2 do? i cnt enter e course dat i wan for dis year.. den wad am i goin 2 do?/? work?? nw is nt e tyme 2 get jobs.. as i cn sae 2 ice.. i donno! i donno! i donno wad am i goin 2 do!!! hhmm.. i gt other choices bt itz other course.. the courses ar information technology, business info system, game design & development and marine offshore... wad is ma interest??? wad should i choose? n what should i do..?? was suppose 2 ask ice bt end up thers no ans.. bt she asked me 2 try game design & development.. hhhmm.. should i?? donno lar..

letz talk abt others.. yest, 10 FEB.. ryan akif gaf us a suprise.. hahaha.. he start 2 walk by hymself.. haha.. wen i c hym walkin, his lyke damn cute.. he walks around e house.. bt keep on droppin.. hahaha.. slowly akif... his always energetic..:p

kla.. wanna listen 2 jam 12...

peace out!!!

2009-02-11T00:27:00.003+08:00

hie bloggy..:p

hhmm.. i jst wanna update a shot 1..:) wen 2 sch as usual jst nw.. den wen 2 meet ice queen aftr sch jst nw.. itz been a long tyme i nv met her n jst nw we met each other.. i miss her so much!!! haha.. i was damn happy 2 c her jst nw.. we sat at mac n haf a chat.. sharing hw our life had been.. den also chat other tinkz.. arnantii was ther 2..:) ouh yeah.. we bought her small carebear..:p i guess she like it.. hehe.. i hope 1 dae, i cn meet her again... i miss e tyme in sch... im v close 2 her last tyme.. bt nw im nt as clse as last tyme wid her.. hah.. i treat her as ma own sis.. yeah..:)

hhmm.. i dun feel gd dis ffew daes.. kinda feel down.. donno y.. even wid ma frendz, i didnt talk much.. hah.. not as usual.. i donno y.. so dun get angry wen im havin dis attitude.. i also donno y.. i feel lyke missin sometink dat i donno wad.. haha..

kla.. i wanna go off.. im hearing jam12 alone.. ma mum felt aslp bside me.. i tink i better go slp also.. ahahaha.. nitez bloggy..

ice queen, hope 2 c u again wen u free..:)

here some picz taken wid her last tyme..

peace out!!

2009-02-01T00:16:00.004+08:00

hie bloggy.. let me blog u 2dae..:) wad did i do 2dae?? i was suppose 2 do ma proj at home 2dae.. bt ma bro disturbed me.. so i cnt concentrate.. den he make over ma sis.. i observe wad his doin.. ma mum was slpin dat tyme.. den i came out wid an idea.. i took e eye liner n drew at ma mum face.. i keep gigglin wen i was drawin her face..
here some picz taken aftr e make over.. hehe..
i also haf a talent.. talent of destroyin ma mum face.. hahaha..
check out..

dun try dis at home..:p

peace out!!!

2009-01-26T23:20:00.002+08:00

hey HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR 2 E CHINESE PPL!!!!:)
GONG XI FA CAI!!!!

kae, 1st, let me talk abt yest.. wen 2 changi beach 2 find 4 e shells again.. we took abg samad lorry there.. it was damn crowded in e lorry till i need 2 stay in a position only 2 sit... ma big butt was krem aftr awhile... haha..

we reached there around 10am.. wen we reached, we changed our clothing n find a place.. e place was crowded wid lotz of ppl, lotz of tent,,, we get a place where thers alotz of trees.. reached at dat place n start 2 take out our stuff.. we ate our breakfast 1st coz we were damn hungry.. haha.. especially me..:p aftr eating, we jumped into e sea... haha.. e water so cold!!! usually i wont jumped in e water.. i will slowly2, step by step 2 get in e sea.. bt bcoz im jealous of fad, last week she get into e water, nw ma turn 2 b in e water.. hehe..:p i reali had fun!!!!
den in e aftrnoon, i helped ma mum find e shells.. quite hard dis tyme 2 find.. im in e water frm 11plus 2 5.. omg!!! i really wet maself... i feel so relaxin n out of stress 4 1 dae.. hahaha..:p den we get off frm ther at about 6+.. i was dem tired.. reached home at 8+.. den i wen 4 a bath n straight 2 slp.. i was damn tired.... n ma hand, itz damn hurting... every of ma body aching.. so painfull..
i didnt manage 2 take pic... dis picture ar taken frm ma sis..
check out!!!

ma mum posing!!! hahaha..

n jst nw, ma nephew wake up so early n disturb me slp.. ish!!! i ignore hym coz im so tired.. n c wad he done 2 ma cups... i catched some photos wen i saw hym playin wid e cups.. so naughty boi... lykes 2 mess tinkz around,,,,

haiizz...

im stress wid ma proj again nw.. i donno hw 2 start wid ma BEO!! lousy teacher.. didnt even tell us hw 2 start n end e tink!!!! haizz.. e deadline coming soon bt 1 tink i haven done.. haiizz...

kla till here...

peace out!!!
ma frend is back frm KL!!! hahaha...

2009-01-24T20:06:00.004+08:00

hello.. im back again..:p

last tues, we had 2 open a registration table 4 our BEO proj.. me, fad, nad n jan in 1 grp.. we reached sch at 8.30am.. we were v late n e last grp.. hahaha.:p we reached class n do our parts...
heres our registration table we made..:)

all thanz 2 e 4 cartoon!!! hahaha..

kla.. gtg....
peace out!!

2009-01-24T14:38:00.006+08:00

yo bloggy.. quite a long tyme i didnt blog.. wan n fad keep askin me wen am i goin 2 update.. hahaha... im quite bz dis few weekz.. lotz of projects, test, stress wid wad 2 wear 4 ma groomin CA.. haiizz... lotz tink i haf 2 do.. n also in few weekz, ma grp will b selling tinkz in sch 4 our sbm proj.. we still tinking wad should we sell bt we get 1 item 2 sell liao.. haiz.. so stressin!!!

i took 1 day off for ma project.. last saturdae, wen 2 east coast.. fad invite me 2 her party to celebrate her guy bdae.. wake up early in e mornin 2 meet fad under her void deck.. i was late as usual.. actually dat dae, was tinkin should i call fad dat im not goin.. coz i cnt wake up.. so sleepy.. bt bcoz i dun make fad angry, i had 2 wake up.. drag maself up n took a bath.. hehehe..:p

reach ecp at 9+.. get ready e stuff.. den at 12 plus, khayat frendz come.. i make new frendz.. den in late aftrnoon, we play games.. i b e judges coz im lazy 2 play.. haha.. den aftr playin games, e cuttin cake tyme.. n den come e sabbo part.. omg!! dis ma 1st tyme playin such tinkz.. wid water bomb, flour, water gun(water plus chili sauce) n e spray can.. itz fun!! i njoy throwin water bomb, flour n etc.. n fad!! u throw flour at me!!! im in white 2.. luckily only abit.. hhahaha...
fad n ira chased me coz dey wanna put cream on ma face.. half wae run, i pancet already... den asthma attack cme..:p bt nt dat bad ah...

btw, e food dat fad n her mum cooked was so perfect n deliciouso!!! hahaha..:p

aftr hafin fun, we wen home.. fad's dad wans 2 use his car.. so we haf 2 go home fast.. hehehe.

heres are some picz taken on dat dae..:)

the guys!!!!

the gurls!!

fad & her guy!!

amek ko fad!! hahaha...

e bdae boi cake..

me n fad, tepong gurl!!!:p

we ate 1st b4 ppl come.. hehe..

wad a nice view..:)

den aftr fad alight me near ma house, k.ida called me 2 come 2 Makanshiok.. abg long treat us coz his bdae... so i wen ther n had ma dinner ther.. i was damn full!!.. ate alot dat dae.. aftr eating. we suprise hym by bringin 2 cake at a time.. haha.. we sang hym a bdae song..:p it was so sweet.. hahaha.. everyone in e coffee shop watched our happiness.. dey smiled..:) aftr dat, everyone wen bck home.. i was damn full n also tired..

heres some picz taken 2..

nek ria n ma mum..

do their face look alike???

the bdae boi!!

peace 2 abg long n his mom!! haha..

ma close cuz..

kae.. gtg

i wanna play wid akif..

peace out!!

2009-01-03T21:59:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy..:)

yest, i wen shesha wid Jannah, Nad, Makyong, K.ina n K.ida.. quite a fun dae 4 me.. ma cuzin gt 2 noe ma frends well.. luckily every of us v frendly.. hehe.. Fad, so sad she didnt join us.. if not, u'll haf fun wid us..:) we meet up at 6 n proceed 2 arab street.. we bought 2 flavour.. grape mint n strawberry.. i lyke it dis tyme.. quite strong..:p wen abt 3 hours den wen 2 haf our late dinner at coffee shop.. everyone was damn hungry.. we ate quietly.. hehehe..:p

heres some picz..

me n ma cuzins.. great 2 b wid dem..:)

was msgin wid 1 of ma frend yest... n i was shocked.. she gt 2 noe dat im smokin.. haiizz.. i tot i only told ms ang abt dis bt i guess she gt 2 noe 2.. nw i guess im lyke a bad gurl 4 ppl n 4 her.. bt doesnt mean smokin is a crime 4 me.. hhmm.. itz okae lar.. smokin doesnt mean im a bad gurl.. at least i've reduce it..:)

peace out!!

2008-12-31T22:22:00.001+08:00

sae bye bye 2 2008... n sae HELLO to 2009!!!

2008 jst ended.. bt all e memories in 2008 is still in ma head.. so many tinkz happened in 2008.. e good tinkz n e bad tinkz... from january to december.. daes n daes, time to time... haf i learn anytink in 2008??? wad did i do in 2008?? am i wasting tyme in 2008?? hhhmm..

basiccallly in 2008 many tinkz happen.. let me summarize everytink...
1) being independent wen ma parents wen haji..
2) family unstable
3) nothing suprising happen on ma bdae..
4) know e life in ITE
5) new frendz lyke fad, jan n nad
6) noe hw 2 control ma temper
7) noe e ryte n wrng
8) bought a laptop 4 sch purposes
9) loving ryan lyke ma own child
n etc...

dat was wad i did in 2008... alot tinkz happened.. especially ma family.. we dont look lyke a family.. hhmm.. 2008 is not a yr 4 me,.. i reali donno wad i am doin... am i doin e ryte tink or not...

nw, a new year 4 me, ma resolutions are to:
1) reali make ma parents happy
2) b reali close 2 god
3) reali concentrate on studies
4) continue ma course
5) nt 2 mix around wid wrng ppl
6) stop givin out smoke
7) takin care of ryan

i hope i cn reali achieve ma resolution.. n i reali wanna do it coz i reali noe dat i cn do it.. i hope 2009 wid run smoothly... hope everytink gonna b fine..
the end

2008-12-30T21:10:00.008+08:00

hey bloggy... im back.. sorie i've not been updatin u.. i jst upgrade a new line for ma internet bt thers an error in e connection dat took a few daes.. ma bro, keep on askin.. wen is e internet goin 2 b okae???? hhmm.. me n ma bro?? hws our relationship.. im okae wid hym.. we communicate well bt sometimes, i'll b rude 2 hym ah 4 certain reason.. n i've also share ma tinkz wid hym.. i've realise 1 tink.. wad ever we done 2 each other.. fight n etc, we still sibling.. we cnt b seperated.. itz lyke air dicincang tidak akan putus..:)

kae.. let me summarize some of e daes i do in ma holidaes..:)
kae, wen 2 watch movie wid k. ida last week.. guess wad movie i watched?? haha.. i watched twilight.. itz a damn nice movie.. haha.. edward is ma hero!!!! ouh!!! his so handsome!!!! cn fell in love wid hym!!! OMG!!!! aftr watchin e movie, i wen hme n wen in e net n wen 2 watch dat movie again!!! hahaha... i cnt 4get his face..:p so handsome!!!
checkout e picz...

Fazila!! his mine!!! hahahaha..:p

actually e gurl should b me lah!!:p

last week, ma dad get a baby shark wen he wen fishin.. dis week, guess wad he caught?? a fish?? nope.. he get a prawn.. big prawn.. i was shock wen i saw e prawn.. 1st tyme i saw dat prawn.. haha.. end up, i haf 2 chop everytink of his legs, hands n wadeva.. coz ma mum scared 2 touch it.. ma dad caught 2 of dem...

here's e picz....

here's e prawn.. i donno wad prawn is dis but malay saes it udang gala.. i guess..:p

heres e picz aftr boiled.. haha.. :p

on e dae ma dad wen fishin, me, ma mum, ma sis, ma nephew and ma aunties wen picnic at changi.. wen 2 search 4 remis..:p i lyke 2 eat it coz itz delicious!!! haha.. we wen at 9am.. spent e whole dae in changi.. quite alot of ppl wen fishin.. actually is jst a picnic ah bt ma cuzin, k. ina, asked me 2 overnyte.. so i guess itz a best idea as i gt notink 2 do.. i was so damn tired ah.. reach at 10am den haf breakfast aftr dat wen 2 haf a walk, splash in water!! ryan was scared wid e sea water.. he refuse 2 get in e water.. i slowly let hym play, wen tyme 4 hym 2 wash up, he cried cooz he duwan 2 stop playin wid e sand.. haha.. his so cute.. miss takin picz of hym... i wen 2 washed up at around 4pm... so long dae n tired.. den aftr washin fatin asked if we wanna go visit e Old Changi Hospital.. we said no prob.. n we get in e car n he drove us ther.. e place was so scary ah.. v hunted cn c..:p den wen back 2 our pit.. start e bbq.. ma mum wen bck wid other of ma aunties.. den me, k.ina, fatin, abg udin, abg herman, abg long stayed till nxt mornin.. middle of e nite, pakcik fatin n me wen 2 711 2 buy some stuff.. otw ther, guess wad we saw??? BAPOKZZZ!!! so many.. n few pit frm us, thers a group of bapokzzz!!! omg!!! e earth is upside down nw.. datz y guy ar decreasin.. haha..:p

check out some picz taken..

den e nxt dae was jannah's bdae.. ma god!!! i was so damn sleepy.. didnt slp on e picnic ddae n i cme back hme n get wash up.. aftr dat, wen out again.. in e bus, i was so sleepy!! haizz.. den wen 2 her Jannah's house 4 a suprise.. wen 2 her house, knock her door bt no 1 answered.. i tot she was out... knock on her window bt no answer.. end up, haf 2 called her.. she ans n guess wad??? she was aslp n jst wake up.. e whole family was sleepin.. standard ah sundae.. a dae 2 rest n wake up late..:p haha.. her face was so sleepy.. den gaf her e cake n also e present.. hope she lyke it:p quite a last min plan.. haha..

kla.. gtg..

peace out!!

2008-12-21T23:42:00.003+08:00

hhmm... i guess itz all me.. i donno hw 2 sae bt im feelin irritated, geram, hati panas n etc!!! ntah knape.. panjang citenye... bt 4get it.. jst me, maself n i noe..:)

kae, tell ya sometink bloggy..

yest wen 2 ma grandpa house.. ma dad fetch us wid his work lorry.. due to e economic crisis, he wan 2 save money so he drove us ther n back home 2.. usually if we took cab, it will cost around $50.. bcos of he saein savin money yest, jst nw early mornin, guess wad bloggy.. ma dad gets a sumon form.. haha... he was summon $50 coz he didnt place e nyte bookin.. haha.. his so clumsy.. haiizz.. feel pity of hym lar.. he rushed bck home jst bcoz of us n nw end up get summonn... stupid ppl.. no other dae 2 take our money ah..!!!! kla.. peace out!!!

2008-12-13T13:32:00.003+08:00

yo im back..

schs over nw..:) so happi 4 dat.. nw i wont b stressin 4 ma test, assignment n proj... hahaha...

last week ma dad wen for fishing at st john island... n guess wad he caught a baby shark.. im so suprise wen he called us n told us abt it.. he asked if we wan e fish or not.. den i sae of coz.. i want 2 c dat shark..

heres e picz..:p

i gtg... i need 2 get ready 2 ma cuz house.. his gettin engage 2dae..:) all e best 4 hym...:)

peace out!!!

2008-12-06T22:46:00.006+08:00

i jst finished editing ma blogskin again.. haizz.. so leceh... i hope dis 1 i choose will b okae..:) was bz 4 passed few daes n weeks.. rushin wid ma assignment n ma projects... studyin last min 4 ma CAs n class test... till i get sick..:p few daes back im havin a bad cough.. till i lost ma voice.. it was reali bad till Fad dun even listen 2 wad im saying.. ish!!! FADDDD!!! haha... nw, ma voice comin back.. hah.. i hope i cn recover frm dis coughin n get ma voice bck as fast as possible.. i get irritated wid coughin n coughin.. haiizz.. wen i get ma voice bck, i cn sing 4 akif barney songs...:) hehe.. he loves BARNEY..:p

Talkin abt akif, on e 29 Nov was Akif bdae.. actually i wanted 2 update ma blog on dat dae bt i was 2 bz havin tyme wid hym... on dat dae, we brought akif out.. not far.. we wen JP 2 haf a walk.. den i bought hym a toy..:) tot of buyin hym lyke a tent wihic he cn go in n play bt ma mum dun let me bought it coz 2 big n no place 2 keep it..:p

we bought 4 hym cake.. eventhough he cnt eat e cake bt we cn eat e cake.. hehe.. so itz lyke we bought it 4 ourself..:p wen home n celbrate his bdae at home.. not only e cake 4 akif bt itz 4 ma mum also.. akif bdae on 29 Nov n ma mum bdae on 1st Dec.. so we celebrate it 2gether..:) on e 1st of Dec, we bought dinner n ate at home as a family... i haf fun spendin tyme 2gether wid ma family dat few daes.. i lyke it wen ma family is bonding lyke dis..:p n not 4gettin, i also bought 4 ma mum present.. a scarf n broach..:)
here some picz taken on 29 Nov:

den on e 28 of Nov, ma class was havin tie lesson.. actually its 4 e bois bt end up gurls also need 2 practise.. haiiz.. wad 2 do..:p i dun haf a tie.. askin ppl end up zaki had it.. thankz 2 zaki!!!:) tieing a tie was reali hard 4 a begginer.. luckily gt fad.. she taught me hw 2 do it... bt i cn catch up abit only ah.. hhehe..:p i only get 5 marks while e rest get 5 stars... ISH!!! den in e end of e lesson, c wad we done 2 our tie.. hahahaha.. Mrs tahir laugh at us wen she saw us.. she even took piz wid us..:p

peace out!!!

(dis posts was suppose 2 update few daes ago.. bt due 2 some error tinkz, i jst get 2 upload it..):p

2008-11-22T02:30:00.005+08:00

jst finish editing ma blogskin.. so irritatin.. haizz..

okae, hws ma life.. life is okae is jst dat dis few daes, ma asthma keep attackin me.. im kinda scared coz if im outside i didnt bring ma inhaler, im in deep trouble.. itz lyke ma inhaler is ma life.. haha..:p

basically, i've been bz wid sch.. test, test n test.. assignment n proj due... haiizz.. so stress up.. i didnt study at all.. coz nt enuf tyme as im bz wid proj everydae.. so i guess dis tyme test paper, nt dat gd.. 1 of e dae i didnt come sch coz i get ma asthma attack bt i didnt go n see a doc.. end up i get 0 for ma test paper.. haiizz.. wad 2 do.. dis semester, thers alot of assignment n grp work 2 do.. till nw, i lyke ma grp memberz.. all communicate v well n hand in our work on tyme..:) thanx 2 fad, jan n nad..:)

k, let me tell wadz happenin past few daes n weekz.. hhmm..

1stly, ma twin, arnanti had migrated 2 India 4 her studies 4 7yrs!! so long.. aftr 7 yrs, i will b 25.. will i still remember her?? will i still keep contact wid her?? wadz goin 2 happen in 7 yrs tyme.. hhmm.. bt 1 tink, i kinda regret of not spending much tyme wid her in spore.. haiz.. i guess itz ma fault also coz of ma attitude.. hhmm.. wad past is past 4 me.. i still cn contact her through internet or i cn easily call her i guess... haha..:) miss ya arn!!! n yeah i also miss ma bestie FAZILA!!! long tyme nv had fun wid her!! haha..:p

den, last few daes, accompany k.lina 2 her dad's work place 2 send food 2 hym... we also bought 4 ourselves food n ate dinner ther.. we wen 2 a showflat in newton.. wahm damn nice e place.. i was lyke wow!! i guess dis will b ma future house.. haha.. we spent tyme ther 4 hours an hours.. den took a long journey 2 go home.. i had fun wid her on dat dae.. haha...

dat dae, wen 2 watch Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa (2008) wid ma younger sis.. itz lyke our 1st tyme we wen 2 watch movie 2gether.. actually i supose 2 watch it wid Fad bt due 2 some reasons, end up watch wid ma sis at jp.. haha.. it was quite a nice show n funny..:) ppl out ther should watch it.. n not 4geting, 2mrrw im gonna watch Igor wid k.ida.. i cnt wait 2 watch it!!!

ouh yeah, yest wen 2 meet fida.. long tyme i didnt get 2 meet her.. im bz wid sch n shes bz wid work.. we wen 2 haf dinner 2gether.. haf a long chat wid her.. yeah..:) chat abt our life, abt sch n also not 4gettin gossip alwaes.. haha..

ma nephew will b 1 yrs old dis comin 29th Nov.. i reali cnt take it!!! i cn get sick, takin care of hym.. his so hyper, energetic n active.. everytyme thers sometink dat he wanna do.. haizz.. i donno wadz goin 2 happen aftr he noes hw 2 walk.. i guess i'll bcome a lion.. roaring ther n here.. haha.. ish!!! bt no matter wad, i will alwaes love hym!!!:)

till here...

peace out!!

2008-11-10T20:53:00.003+08:00

hei bloogy..:)

im back.. i watched high sch musical 3 last week wid k. ida.. itz a nice movie 2 watch.. yea.. their sch so gd so cooperative.. if i had a sch lyke dat.. hah.. drean on.. schs tyme ar over.. nw im schoolin jst bcoz 2 get ma cert n haf a gd job.. datz ma aim.. im so jealous of vanessa.. hah.. shes takin ma troy awae.. hhehe.. (bluek!) is ther any hSM4?? haha.. i wanna watch more of dem!!!! haha...

hhmm, k, 4get abt dat..:p k, wad did i do 2dae?? planned 2 go swc 2dae.. bt plan spoilt coz i wake up late.. not only dat i didnt packed ma beg.. all ma P.E stuff is not ready yet.. haiizz.. so last min told fad cancell our plan.. sorie fad coz of last min delay.. i noe i make u mad 2dae lotz of tyme.. hehe..:p den wen 2 sch at 10.. as usual im alwaes late meetin dem.. reach sch at 10.30... hah.. bt lesson haven start yet.... dat tan alwaes talk rubbish!!!

den wen 4 break, aftr break was our make up session.. hah.. dey taught us hw 2 make up n wash our face.. e basic tinkz.. itz quite fun.. i learned hw 2 make up maself abit ah.. hehe..:p poor yati sonno hw 2 make up..:p wait long2 4 me 2 haf a proper make up.. haha..:p

wanna c we our face..

kla.. peace out!!:)

2008-11-07T00:36:00.004+08:00

hie ma baby bloggy..:) hhmm.. wad should i start wid.. 1st, early mornin dragged maself 2 e toilet n haf a bath.. i was late 2 sch as usual.. reach sch, den i remembered dat i 4get 2 bring ma locker key.. itz lyke no use i go sch widout any book.. haha..spent ma tyme slpin n drawin in class.. only me n fad attend sch.. e other 2 cartoons didnt attend sch.. haha..:p aftr sch wen back hme.. i had 2 take e train hme alone coz fad meetin her boifrend at simei.. haiizz... pitty me.. lonely me.. no1 2 accompany me back.. n e irritatin tink is dat ma mp3 batt was empty.. lucky thers ma psp.. haha...

bck hme play wid ryan n den at nyte wen 2 meet ma lovely cuzin.. shes alwaes e best..:p we sit at e void deck n talk.. haha.. i wont 4get dis scene wen i was at e chalet.. i called k.ida n k.ida tot dat im drunk!!! haha... her voice change 2 a strict k.ida.. i called her is 2 tell her wad happen in ma chalet..:p

DATZ ME, K.IDA N VERONCE(new frend)

DIS WAS YEST WEN WE HAF 2 TAKE PIZ OF OUR PERFUMES N US!!!:)

very funny ah our grp...:p

im started 2 get sleppy liao.. nitez..:p

2008-11-02T23:19:00.005+08:00

hey bloggy... im back..:p im so happy 1 side, im tired another side.. haha... 1, im happy coz i get ma own lappy... nw i cn everydae online!!!!:p haha,, e other tink, im v tired..

wen 2 ryder chalet at east coast park.. met ma ryders frend.. ms dem so much.. n i get 2 meet ah liang bt dun talk 2 much coz im lazy 2 entertain hym.. i njoyed ma tyme yest only e krem of ma leg make me feel v tired.. haiizz.. let me start frm e top..:p wen 2 meet fida, meng2, taufiq n faz at bedok.. i was late so i didnt take ma lunch.. den wen 2 buy some stuff at sheng shiong at bedok.. so many tinkz...

den wen we reach there we jst slack around.. den wen 4 cyclin.. me, fida, faz n taufiq.. haha.. so tiring bt fun.. bcoz of dis, ma leg all krem.. haiizz.. aftr dat wen 2 take our dinner... after dat, faz had 2 go home.. left me, fida n taufiq.. jst chat around.. saw some of dem started 2 drink.. fida n me wen 2 e seaside 2 run awae frm dat.. coz dey force us 2 drink 1.. den taufiq wen hme half wae.. in e middle of e nite is e most interestin tink.. Peter get drunk,, he act strangely.. we was damn scaared of hym bt funnny.. haha... we gurlz were v noisy.. den wen 2 play bowling around 3+.. haha.. e gurlz last min lost coz of e system ah.. idiot place.. nxt tyme duwan 2 play at ther.. after playin, jeFF was hungry.. so we follow hym 2 Bedok slempang 2 eat roti prata.. most i lyke Jeff is his car,,, damn nice.. ish!!!!

den cme back n sit at e seaside wid e rest.. lot of our tyme spend at e seaside.. haha..:p some of dem play mahjong.. fida n i didnt get 2 slp.. haha.. our eyes lyke panda eyes... early mornin we bath n wait 4 meng2 2 clear up everytink.. i had so much fun wid ryder.. so happy wid dat..:) hilangkan stress katekan.. haha..:)

let me show some picz here..:)

datz fida n taufiq

possing,, maintain ah

Peace out i wanna slp!!!!

2008-10-17T23:35:00.008+08:00

hie bloggy... itz been a v long tyme i didnt update.. ahaha..:p how am i?? im totally fine.. no big diff..:p

kae.. let me start wid Hari Raya.. dis year raya abit different coz we had additional ppl in our family, which is Muhammad Ryan Akif... dis is e 1st tyme his celebrating Hari Raya wid us.. im happie dat u ar wid us Akif.. not only dat, dis year Raya, is e 1st tyme dat ma dad rent a lorry 4 our family.. so it would b easier 4 us 2 travell.. 4 ma dad, dis is his 1st tyme realii celebratin Raya...

aftr dat, few weekz aftr Raya, sch reopen.. wen 2 sch as per norml.. New semester, new timetable.. dis semester, thers lotz of freakin project.. PROJECT! PROJECT!! PROJECT!!

i tink mr tan is reali irritatin.. e more i c his face, e more i hate hym.. so naggy n so irritatin idiot!!! i felt sch now bored bt i cnt stop schlin.. i need 2 continue.. need 2 force maself 2 focus on studyin n sch... i reali need 2 achieve ma goals... ouh, btw, happie 2 hear dat 1 of ma fren frm ite simei i guess gt 2 transfer 2 bishan.. bt e funniest tink, i didnt gt 2 c hym at all.. haha.. haizzz...

Life for me dis year not v good.. wid ma phamily here n there... problems everywhere.. wid ma sis changin her attitude, wid ma bro jobless man 4 one year n nt only dat, 4 hym frends ar impt den family.. ma dad n mum which alwaes naggin n naggin... im so stress wid situation.. i was reali lucky dat i didnt take any Os or major exam dis year.. if not, dis prob will affect ma studies... dis year is a challenging 4 ma family.. i donno wad should i do????!!! no1 cn reali help me.. bt 1 tink i pitty 4 ma parents... bt sometimes, i felt irritated frm dem.. every prob of ma siblings, itz all pour 2 me n sometimes i gt scoldin bcoz of dem!!! haiizz... i tot e more we grow older, we wnt let any trouble 2 parents bt dis is all in opposite wae.. dey ar all makin trouble 4 ma parents... hhhmm... i reali donno wadz goin 2 happen nxt.. i reali cnt do anytink.. nw, im tryin 2 find a part tyme job.. so dat i cn help ma dad abit.. i reali pitty of hym.. nw he haf 2 pay everytink..:(

kae, stop here..

ouh yeah, 2dae Sharon Ang Bdae!! Hapie Bdae Ms Ang!!!:) Miss ya!! n also Ice Queen... Miss her alot.. quite a few mnths nv meet her... guess shes bz n no tyme 4 me.. hhmm.. nw im not impt 2 her.. shes found her replacement.. i guess better den me.. hhmm.. jst hope 2 meet her 1 dae n haf along chat n jokes wid her..

kae, his some photos taken...

Picz of Ryan Akif

now, i spent lotz of ma tyme wid hym.. i couldnt stand wid his attitude.. so naughty.. haizz.. even his own mum tired of hymm... bt im not!!! :)

dis is k. ida.. shes ma listener.. she taught me alot.. especially in savings!!! haha..:p

thanz k. ida..:)

ouh yeah.. i 4get 2 mention dis... i lost ma mp4 a few daes b4 sch close.... so sad of it.. didnt tell ma dad of dis coz im scared dat he will scold... den i wen 2 buy a new 1 4 maself... hehe..

kla.. i need 2 go.. so sleepy...

peace out!!

2008-08-11T22:11:00.008+08:00

i miss aite aiza..:(

hhmm... kae, 9/8/8.. wen 2 fetch kak ida at her work place.. den haf dinner... tot of waitin 4 jason.. we planned 2 watch fireworkz wid hym.. bt ended up, we both only go.. coz he haf 2 OT.. lotz of ppl in GV.. we wen padang 2 watch.. dis year, okae2 ah.. not dat great lyke last year.. i tool some picz n vid 2.. bt wont b showin it here.. nxt tyme den.. aftr watchin it, we wen 2 suntec city... a far dist we walk.. so tiring... wen 2 c regina... haha.. shes lyke e 2nd aiza.. shes a frend of aiza.. close 2 us 2..:) took picz wid her.. check out..

btw, check out dis picz.. isnt he cute.. haha.. took picz wid hym, coz i felt his cute n i love wis dimple!!! cute ryte.. his name kenny..:)

hehe.. GATAL TITI!!!:p btw, dis was at changi airport.. i guess itz at 5am..:p

n here picz of ma little boi akif.. so naughty now.. bt i love hym!!!:p

k.. till here.. wanna slp.. 2mrrw sch start!! arrgghhh...

peace out!!

2008-08-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

Here i am bloggin in e middle of the nite.. hhmm.. itz been quite a long tyme i didnt update ma blog.. hhmm.. where i should i start 1st ah... last start abt 1st Aug 2008... wen 2 meet lynn, faz n arn... been along tyme didnt spent tyme wid arn n lynn... i had a chat wid lynn den wen 2 faz house.. her mum treat us KFC!! haha.. CHICKEN!! deliciouso!!..:p thanx cik n thanx 2 u buddy(faz)..:) den we jokes around.. chat around.. itz been long we nv met, thers so many topics 2 talk.. especially wid arn felt down frm e sch bench... haha..:p take care arn.. dat fri, suppose 2 meet ice.. miss her.. long tyme didnt meet her.. bt shes too bz wid sch.. hhmm.. nvm, mayb nxt tyme..

problems ther n here.. haiizz.. everywhere thers a problem.. hhmm.. problems at home.. haven solve.. everytink all mess up wid ma siblings.. im pitty ma boths mum n dad.. dey still not awake from their slp.. dey dun tink abt e future.. i cnt sae anytink coz im jst 2 young 2 noe dis all.. hhmm.. i jst haf 2 shut ma mouth.. hhmm.. i jst feel pity 4 ma mum n dad... i jst cn make dem cool down.. y ar ma siblings behavin lyke dis each 1 of u... n havin a bro in law.. wad e fuck!! u shouldnt come back 2 our house!! u destry everytink.. u destroy ma sis future.... n ma nephew.. it so pitty of hym 2 have parents lyke demm... parents jst dun care of hym.. hhmm.. dun wori akif, i will alwaes take care of u.. u cn see me smile bt dis prob all jst keep comin.. no1 noe.. itz keep all inside..

kla.. wanna off.. no mood 2 blog 2dae.. i guess i update on e wrong tyme..:p
nxt tyme..
peace out!

2008-07-13T01:32:00.011+08:00

hie bloggy.. start ma sch few daes ago on mon... sch was so bored.. im not ready 2 go sch yet.. haiizz.. so slack dis few daes.. few more weekz ma exams!! n im not concentratin.. OMG!!! wadz happenin.. die2 haf 2 start revising..

dis few daes, had been goin out.. kinda tired bt long tyme nv go out.. so now e chance.. hhehe..:p

Tues, wen out wid faz 2 find hp... i bought a new hp..:p use ma work salary 2 buy.. actually i wanted N81, but den e camera make it spoilt.. itz only 2 megapixel.. end up i bought 6500.. ma new hp.. love it!! nw im happy!! gt ma psp, mp3 n hp!! haha...:)

6500

Thurs, wen 2 bugis wid fazila n ramdan.. actually, tot of goin wid zila, den dat mornin, chat wid ramdan n asked he if his free n ask hym, if he wanna join.. he okae wid it, so we wen out together.. Long tyme didnt met ramdan.. miss his laughter n jokes!! haha.. haf a walk in bugis village n bought some stuff... we took some picz..

datz on thurs.. den on fridae, wen 2 meet fida n ming2.. wen 2 haf dinner at marina square den play bowlin.. release stress!!! haha.. long tyme didnt play bowlin, everytyme ma ball wen 2 lobang..:p miss playin bowlin wid kak suria..:( den we also hang around ther 4 awhile.. also took some picz..:p ehehe.. so happi get 2 go out n spent tyme wid dem.. donno wen will b e nxt outin.. i hope it will b soon..:) here some picz taken..:)

thers still picz bt upload it nxt tyme i guess..:p

den saturdae, which is yest, lepakz wid ma cuzin..:) chit chat ther n here.. den wen 2 kak ina house 2 watch movie.. hehe.. at nite, met hazlin, shiffa, faz, nisa n fiq... wen 2 erin bdae party.. it was a suprise bt some1 ruined it.. ate alot ther.. so full!!! took some picz..:) check out..:p

and lastly.. wanna c ma nephew..:) his damn cute!! hehe.. check his picz!!! i love hym..:)

kla... itz now 3.15am.. i better go 2 slp..:) so tired n sleepy..

peace out!!!

2008-07-04T22:51:00.003+08:00

hie bloggy..:)

b4 i start doin ma proj, let me update ma bloggy 1st..:p

kae, i've stop workin on e 2nd July.. took an early leave coz thers lotz of sch work dat i haven touch.. projects! projects! projects! i haven start doin it... haiizz.. i feel bad n wrong.. bcoz of me, workin, workin n workin ma grp project didnt even start.. IM SO SELFISH!!!:( hate maself...

ppl in ryder keep askin me, so wen will u come back 2 ryder? wen? wen? come back if u hafin holidaes or sat n sun.. if can, i would lyke 2 come back bt thers certain reasons dat make me feel lyke not comin back.. i duwan tinkz 2 repeat again.. 1st n 2nd tyme is enuf.. i duwan 2 haf a 3rd tyme.. im sorie ryder.. bt will still meet u guys some where...:) bt will still meet on 16 n 17 august ryte?? i cnt wait 4 dat dae..:p

jst nw wen 2 jp wid faz.. quite a long tyme didnt meet faz.. since closin of sch.. only lyke 2, 3 tymes only?? haha... accompany her buy some stuff..:p i jst waitin 4 mondae 2 come n i cn buy tinkz dat i wan.. i cnt wait 4 it!!! n also i tink i wanna change a new hp soon.. cnt wait!!!

kla.. i wanna get back 2 ma research..:)

i hope i could stop tinkin n 4get everytink...

peace out!!!

2008-06-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

Once in a while You are in my mind I think about the days that we had And I dream that these would all come back to me If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories How I want here to be with you Once more

You will always gonna be the one And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Oh, don't say no You will always gonna be the one in my life So true, I believe I can never find Somebody like you My first love

Once in a while Your are in my dreams I can feel the warmth of your embrace And I pray that it will all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories And how I want here to be with you Once more Yah yah yah

You will always be inside my heart And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Please don't say no Now and forever you are still the one In my heart So true, I believe I could never find Somebody like you My first love Oh oh

You will always gonna be the one And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Oh, don't say no You will always gonna be the one So true, I believe I could never find Now and foreve

2008-06-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

hie bloggy... change 2 a new song..:) itz a nice song n thers meanin in dis song..:)

jst a phrase 2 tell wad im feelin now.. " a smile on ma face doesnt mean im alwaes happy"

peace out!

2008-06-19T22:41:00.002+08:00

im so tired.. work work n work!! haiizz..
bt i haf fun 2...:) bt miss fazila didnt join workin wid me..:(
miss her.. wanna meet her soon 1 dae..:p aftr i get ma pay..
me, fida n faz!!! yeah, e 3 of us!!:p

short 1 2dae.. wanna slp.. so tired!!!
peace out!

2008-06-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

2dae last dae of sch.. datz so great!! n also startin of ma work..
im workin at ryder again.. hhmm.. jst nw aftr sch, rush 2 452.. so i will b workin ther 4 2 2 3 weeks.. kinda tired ah now.. goin 2 slp sooon...

meet ryder frends.. dey jst sae " eh u come back! no sch!" wid a big smile.. especially corine.. hahaha..:p almost all sae hie welcome back.. bt thers lot of new ppl n e place now kinda comfortable n relaxin nt lyke last tyme..

ouh yeah, jst nw meet fida outside 452 den wen inside.. e 1st person i saw was dat guy, liang.. haizz.. we met again.. how i wish we wont meet! hhhmm.. try ma best 2 get rid of hym.. kla.. im kinda tired wanna slp n kinda moody coz i fuck up wid ma dad! iiissshhh!!!

peace ouut!

2008-06-10T22:18:00.005+08:00

yo beloved bloggy..:)

i jst came back..

2dae didnt go sch.. coz i didnt get enuf slp.. haf 2 wake up in e middle of e nite.. coz ma nephew, akif havin fever.. he keeps cryin at nite n didnt slp well.. den me n ma mum had 2 wake up n turn by turn take care of hym.. i didnt go sch coz i pity ma mum.. if she doesnt had enuf slp, she will get dizzy.. so i had 2 take care e booth of dem.. ahaha.. gd gurl..:p ryte?? hahahaha..

k den in e evenin, kak ida msn wid me ask me if i wanna go play pool.. long tyme i didnt go play mah.. so i wen wid ma cuzins.. itz been long tyme also i didnt meet dem..:) meet dem... gosh, been long tyme nv meet dem.. n i get 2 noe ma cuz all smoker.. haha.. datz cool.. wen play ah.. kinda fun yeah..:p long tyme didnt play, so abit of kekok..

aftr playin, wen 2 buy ramlee burger coz we hungry.. we ate it n wen home.. bt i didnt go back.. wen chill wid ma frendz.. ma old buddies.. miss dem man.. long tyme didnt chill wid dem.. take a long walk n a long chat wid dem.. slack at e void deck.. n now i jst came back..:p miss dem man!!!

BUDAK-BUDAK KAMPONG!!! HAHAHA..

ouh yeah, yest i wen 2 jannah's house.. wad a laughter man.. we keep on laughin n our proj didnt even touch bt we gt touch abit2 ah.. jan cook 4 me nasi goreng.. so deliciouso.. haha.. naseb baek tk berak2.. hahah.. chiill jan..:p we play wid webcam.. webcam wid nad n jolene n took some picz..:)

KLA.. wanna slp liao.. v sleepy..

peace out!!

2008-06-07T23:33:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy.. k, wad should i talk abt.. hhmm.. not much ah..

didnt do much 2dae.. did ma project n play wid ma nephew..

check out his picz..

i got notink 2 do.. so i play wid powder n put at his face.. haha..

but ist he cute..:p

haiizz..

let me talk about ma life now..

hhmm.. i kinda dun lyke ma life now.. back from sch feel bored.. den tired.. everydae e same tink.. back frm sch late den tired.. tired n bored.. hhmm n now im startin 2 smoke again.. dis few weekz keep on coughin.. i donno y.. usually in sec, if i go home n slp i wont tink abt 2mrrw sleepy wen at night i wake up n wan study.. bt during i enter ite, i no tyme 2 revise.. haiizz.. sat n sun is e tyme 4 me 2 rest.. some more ma sch is v far..

classmates overall okae ah.. frends ar okae 2.. now i learn e different kinda of attitudes from each person 2 another person.. hhmm.. can sae everytink change wen i enter 2 ite.. even maself i guess.. 4 now, i jst feel dat i change ma behaviour of smokin.. last tyme use 2 tell maself not 2 smoke bt now, keep on smokin.. haiizz.. bt i haven start buyin 4 maself.. i hope i wont.. n i hope i wont b e heavy smoker.. aftr dis i will change 2 wad?? 2 pariapop?? haha.. kla till here..

peace out!!

2008-06-05T17:32:00.001+08:00

hie bloggy... just wanna complaint..

i did a stupid tink 2dae..

i 4gotten 2 bring ma ezlink card n money 2 sch.. datz terrible ryte... haiizz.. if ma house near itz okae bt den far.. wad a bad dae..:( luckily i go sch take cab.. fazila dad bring us 2 sch.. THANK U PAKCIK!!!:p didnt get 2 eat.. coz i no money 2 eat n ma frends ate already went we havin break, we wen out 2 sit at e void deck.. chit chat chit chat.. n as usual ma frends.. lyke 2 tease me wid e wae i speak.. hehhe.. alwaes gt words dat i didntt sae it properly..:p mayb aku nie pelat.. haha..
dey alwaes spot ma mistake.. taptop lar, shoutout lar, pariakpop lar... haha.. kinda funny also lar.. haiizz.. everydae wid fad, jan n nad cn make me siao.. laugh laugh laugh... haiizz..

thers so many project 2 do!!! haiizz.. sick n tired wid projects.. e deadline also coming soon.. haiizz.. bt haven finish yet.. ishshh.. cant wait 4 14 june coz ITZ E SCHOOL HOLIDAE!!!!
kla.. wanna go off.. wanna haf a nap den wake up later 2 search sometink 4 ma bpf project...

peace out!!!

2008-06-03T23:09:00.005+08:00

sorie 4 e long tyme didnt update bloggy.. ma comp was down coz of e virus in ma thumbdrive.. but now okae already..:)

hhmm let me start frm 24/05/2008

wen 2 shesha wid nad, jannah, ida n her frend.. 1st tyme goin 2 shesha.. haha..:p

1st puff lyke not dat nice ah.. den e more we chat, e more puff i take.. me n jannah was e fastest ah.. turn by turn..:p we spent our tyme at arab street till nite.. den wen 2 esplanade 2 lepakz..:)

i duwan 2 talk much ah.. just check out dis picz ah..

peace out 4 dat dae..

k, about 2dae.. i fuckin irritated wid dat gurl call rafidah!!! bitch!! u tink u fuckin minah i scared of u ah.. plz ah c urself in e mirror, now u playin wid who.. had a fight wid her 2dae!! e story lyke dis.. shes being freakin childish lar eh... 1st she call jannah's frend low standard.. is dat a joke??? u tinkin dis is a joke??!!! fuck off lar!! u tink u so high standard!! how about i call u a drangon eye!!! as i sae c urself in e mirror 1st... den not happi wid us comment us in frendsta n call us inmature.. wad e fuck u talkin.. im e 1 immature or U??!!! wanna 2 talk can jst talk infront lar no need 2 comment in frendsta.. umor dah brape sial!! u saein dat we snatch jannah awae from u.. Eh HELLO!! jannah not a doll dat cn b snatch.. itz herself wanna b wid us.. n b4 dat, shes already wid us EVERYDAE!! so dun talk cock lar...

im not lyke u haf 2 fight in frendsta lar eh.. jst now i went 2 confront dat gurl.. wad e fuck she talkin.. nonsense.. i haf 2 quarrell wid dis gurl in front of IO2 jst bcoz of dis gurl.. make ma face malu.. wen i call her, eh i wan 2 talk 2 u.. n she throw jannah bbeg off... wad e fuck sia!! luckily nv hit me.. u borrow some1 tinkz n u gif back lyke dat widout saein thankz but throwin.. ur mother nv teach is it!!!! she start her nonsense.. she jst talkin fark!!! her face change wen i shout 2 her.. her face wanna cry.. jannah n fad was backin me from behind... u tink u e only one hafin problem is it.. wadz big about ur problem!! everyone haf a prob.. u tink u only 1 havin temper.. fuck lar eh.. u said i was not nice 2 u.. u throw awae ma tissue paper wen i tried 2 console u.. wad e fuck u talkin... u jst being childish.. IIIISSSHHH!!! I HATE 2 HAF FREND LYKE DIS!!! SUCH A FREAK N IRRITATIN BUSTED!!!!

peace out!!

2008-05-19T14:29:00.004+08:00

1st, i wanna wish Hapi Belated Bdae 2 kak Suria n of coz DEE..:) their bdae was yest.. of coz i haf wished dem earlier..:p

yest, wen 2 ma auntie house at NTI.. coz ma grandparent shift 2 their house.. den wen 2 ma uncle house 2 c his baby Nasuha... so cute.. n her hair so thick!!! shes v cute.. i 4get to take her picz..:( den aftr dat, wen home.. dis few daes, i did lotz of babysit..:p hehe... yeah, n now ryan noes how 2 crawl!!:p at last ya... now waitin 4 hym 2 sit n stand.. haha.. I LOVE RYAN V MUCH!!!

I JUST CAN'T STOP LOVIN HYM!!!!

ouh yeah, last 2 daes wen 2 meet hazlin in e evenin.. wen 2 buy present 4 putra.. shes leavin soon.. so we as a class of art students, decided 2 buy 4 her some stuff... den i remeber abt ice belated bdae.. i didnt manage 2 gif her any present 4 her bdae as i no tyme 2 go out n buy.. so i also bought 4 her sometink.. n hopefully will c her 2mrrw..:)

miss hym so much!!!

2008-05-13T17:12:00.006+08:00

hey bloggy...:) im here 2 upadate ma blog.. haha..

letz start abt yest.. hhmm.. yest i didnt go sch.. 1. abit lazy.. den 2. pitty ma mum.. she had 2 send ma nephew 2 an appoinment in poly alone... i scared she donno how 2 sae so i take tot of takin n mc.. n luckily on dat dae also, thers some1 passed awae.. so i gt reason 4 not goin sch..:p gd idea ryte.. brought ma nephew 2 e poly n he wen 4 his injection.. cn sae dat his strong.. didnt cry... haahaha... den take ma lunch den wen back home n slack at home...

den jst now wen 2 sch.. of coz frendz ask me y nv come? y nv come? haha.. dey sae u ah alwaes ponteng wan ah..:p not alwaes ah... sometime..:p den wen 2 ofc lesson.. we took some picz ther.. didnt reali concentrate.. check out wad i did inside e room..:p

den took some picz..

den coz of we v noisy, of coz teacher scold..:p

den aftr dat was osa, we had a revision den follow by lunch den mr tan lesson.. den we wen j8 2 order cake.. 2mrrw ma frend bdae so ma class tot of makin a small celebration.. hehe..:p den wen back home..:p

btw, wondering wad is happenin in ma tag wid arn n me.. haha.. we ar jst chattin rubbish.. jst havin fun n laughter.. haha..

kla.. i need 2 go bath coz need 2 meet ma frend.. wanna go jp find some stuff..:p

peace out!

2008-05-09T23:28:00.007+08:00

hey bloggy... love u..:p im back..

let me start wid sch 1st.. haf some prob in sch 2dae.. 1st, i came late 2 sch... dat 1 usuall tink i do lar..:p bt dis tyme round, dis tan ah makin prob... come already he nag n nag n nag... hate it wen he nag... wadeva freakin tinkz he sae... bad habit wadeva n eva... n also, e v bad tink ma class make is he haf 2 sweep e floor.. hahaha.. coz no 1 wanna sweep e floor, he haf 2 sweep e floor..:p bt 2dae, he reali make me mood swing... freak!! den nxt was osa, lim lesson.. came late 2 class.. didnt get any scoldin frm her bt i was mark late.. den coz of some reason, ma frendz walk off frm her class.. sorie gurls i didnt follow u all.. is jst dat i wanna haf ma lesson... i duwan 2 skip any of ma lesson.. i cn come late 4 class bt not skip lesson... is okae 4 me if lim mark me absent jst dat i wan 2 haf e knowledge.. datz ma purpose of comin 2 sch.. sorie once again..

den aftr sch, me n zila meet fida... miss her alot man!!! we wen 2 take our lunch 2gether at kfc.. long tyme nv meet her.. haf a long chat ah.. den we haf a walk at junction 8.. den we feel thirsty, we wen 2 coffee bean 2 haf a drink... n our sis here, fida, treat us a drink.. fida thankz v much!! we 3 bestie cnt meet.. if meet confirm kecoh.. haha..:p laugh here n there.. haiiizz.. we also took some picz..

datz some of e picz... ouh yeah,.. 2daes 10 may.. itz ice bdae... we use 2 celebrate her bdae bt nt now.. jst haf a chat wid arn jst now.. she was tellin me her class celebration 4 ice bdae.. kinda cool... last tyme ma class use 2 celebrate 4 her bt now nomore.. so let other class celebrate wid her..:)
me n ice, use 2 b close bt no now.. we goin 2 our seperate waes.. i tot of stayin in contact wid her bt no use.. once a month i tried 2 contact her... bt no use she alwaes bz... so i guess dis is e wae... kinda hurtin ah ma buddy, ma bestie... bt nvm.. lyke she sae b4 ' days, weekz, months passed, we will 4get e past... we'll 4get e 1 we close 2.. we tend 2 4get everytink in e past...' i guess itz true.. we'll 4get e past n we'll 4get who we close 2... hhmm.. i guess datz e wae... i hope i'll get 2 4get e past.. i hope aftr dis i wont b disturbin u nymore.. thankz 4 everytink n i hope aftr dis i wont b seein u nymore..

2dae, im not in a good mood...:(
till here ma bloggy..

wanna sleep...

peace out!!

2008-05-07T20:29:00.002+08:00

hie bloggy.. im back 4 awhile..:p im bored here now.. haizz.. i cnt blog v long coz im havin ma bpf test 2mrrw.. haven study...:( so freakin lazy.. bt i haf 2 coz ma fav subj.. bpf is lyke maths..:p long tyme i nv do maths, do bpf alwaes careless... hehe...

wad did i do 2dae... notink much.. wen 2 sch bt 2dae we wen to macpherson ite 2 meet our principal.. freakin bored!! den back 2 sch n haf lesson as normal.. den aftr sch wen bck home as usual... tell me wens the tyme dat i aftr sch nv go home??:p i everytyme go home after sch.. good gurl ryte..:p slack at home doin notink.. eh no.. i entertain ma nephew.. yeah ma nephew.. his now 5 months liao n his CUTE!!!:p his sick now.. so he dun feel quite well.. pitty ryan... nvm, wen u recover, u cn race wid me 2 e toilet..:p hehe...

n yeah, yest was zaky bdae... HAPI 18th BDAE zaky!!!! n 2mrrw's mel bdae.. ma bestie!!! quite along tyme i nv meet her.. miss her alot!!!:p hapi advance bdae mel!!!:)
kla.. i need go study 4 ma bpf!!!
all e best 2 yatie 2mrrw... hehehe...

peace out!!!

2008-05-03T16:39:00.005+08:00

hie bloggy.. im back..:) hhmm.. where should i start first.. let me start wid ma sch frendz..:p

yest, one of ma classmates, was having a sudden asthma attack.. dis is ma 1st tyme seein suddden asthma lyke dat.. i haf asthma bt den i nv get dat kind of attack b4.. wad i noe, asthma will attack me wen im tired n i lost controll of ma breathin.. her frendz carried her 2 e sickbay.. her frend all skinny size.. i helped dem eventhough im dun quite lyke dem.. haha.. haf 2 coz asthma is between life or death.. brought her 2 e sick bay.. ma teacher called e ambulance.. den aftr dat, itz not ma prob liao, i wen back 2 class.. hope shes kinda ok.. aftr seein her lyke dat, i feel abit scared.. i haf an asthma 2.. wad if 1 dae??? eessshhh.. i wanna control.. control.. ma asthma n BRING MA INHALER EVERYWHERE I GO...

last few daes, me n ma frendz took some picz in class while waitin for mrs tahir lesson.. check out e photos..

bunch of monkeys!! haha..

e maroon 4.. haha..

den thurs was a holidae.. so no sch 4 me..:) i wen out.. wen out wid who? haha... i wen out wid ma dearie jin liang, ma special 1 dat i've sae b4 eventhough his a chinese.. wad i c abt hym, his v sweet n gentleman.. thanz liang 4 treatin me liang.. dat thurs, we didnt go anywhere much.. coz we ar stuck at dis company where dey share their company tink.. hhmm.. after dat, tot of goin 2 watch movie bt end up we didnt.. e movie start at 9.45.. i haf an assignment 2 do which i haven do.. so end up, we didnt watch.. we wen 2 mrt station n waste our tyme there.. sittin down, chattin..:) we took some picz there..

den took e train.. e train was crowded den thers no space 2 sit n haf 2 stand.. datz the 1st tyme he touches ma hand, hold ma hand n stare 2 ma eyes 4 a v long tyme.. haha.. so feelin.. 1st, he told me his goin 2 alight at marina bay bt i donno y, he changes his mind n follow me till JE..:) hehe.. den 4 me 2 go, we sae gd bye n..:p den yest, we wen 2 vivo 2 watch a movie.. spend ma tyme wid hym dis 2 daes.. we wen 2 starbuck n of coz he treat me.. untill i lost ma ezlink card..:( 2nd tyme already.. im v scared n also sad.. bt jst nw early mornin, i wake up n wen 2 JE 2 make a new 1.. i didnt tell ma dad abt it.. if he get 2 noe, wah jia lat..

i tink after dis, i wont b seein anymore..:( he will b bz workin n im bz wid sch n slackin.. hhmm.. hope 2 c u soon...

kla.. i stop ma story till here.. i haf 2 meet arnanti.. hafin dinner wid her.. itz been a long tyme i nv meet her n haf a long chat.. haha..:) ma buddy..:p gtg..

peace out!!!

2008-04-26T22:09:00.005+08:00

hie bloggy.. im back.. 1st im v irritatin coz i cnt sign in in ma msn.. sometink happen 2 ma msn.. tried to install n reinstall bt the same..:( hhmm.. bt nvm lar.. jst wait 4 uncle maman 2 come n fix it.. ouh yeah.. btw, congratz 2 uncle maman.. he haf an additional of ppl in his house now.. his wife gave birth a baby gurl.. her name is Nasuha Bte Salamat.. Congratz!!!!:)

2dae Saturdae.. i wen out wid zilah.. lotz of place we wen.. hehe.. ryte zilah.. i woke up early 2dae.. den meet zilah at e bus stop.. guess where i headed 2.. i wen 2 ma work place..:) wen 2 meet fida, meng2, siao yu, kangkong, yanzi n last bt not list, jin liang.. we met up n wen vivo 2 haf lunch.. we only had 1 hr wid dem.. datz a short tyme..:( we wen vivo food court n ate.. we had a chat at there n laughter 2.. kang kong saw me n shouted "HEY BIG'A GURL!!!" .. haha.. he still remember ma nickname...:p 1st fida came n i gaf her a hug coz i reali miss her!!! den suhow our super wanna hug 2.. haha.. after we had our lunch, we took picz.. we used zilah camera.. kinda funny.. tot of taking lotz of picz bt coz of low batt, we only took a few.. check out..:)

ma worker frendz!! will b missing dem..:(

Last picz taken b4 e camera die.. haha..:p

Zilah n Me in e bus.. goin 2 Bugis..:) ma lovely bestie frend..:p letz 4get e past.... hehe..

Me n Jin Liang..

get 2 noe frm yanzi dat he wen 2 change his clothes jst 2 go 4 lunch n also 4 me.. datz sweet liang.. i'll b missin u alwaes..:( hope u get leave dis thurs n will meet up again..:)
i'll b missin dem again..:( donno wen will meet dem again.. especially ma dearest frend, fida.. n also jin liang.. will b missin dem..:(

den after lunch, me n zilah wen queenswae.. we findin shoe.. n at last, i bought ma everlast pump shoe n zilah bought her everlast shoe..:p was tired findin 4 e shoe coz thers only one shop selling everlast.. den we took 197 n headed 2 bugis 2 find a bag.. we bought bag pack.. i was like sweatin all the wae.. so freakin hot!!! i bought ma bag pack.. i lyke it..:) zilah did bought it.. lookin at zilah reaction, was v funny 2 me.. she didnt noe wad colour 2 choose.. end up she took black.. haha.. coz BLACK SUITS EVERYTINK!!:) i tot of meetin Jannah, Fad n Ida at town bt i was v tired n lazy.. took 197 back 2 JE.. dis freakin bus.. stupid bus.. e bus no aircon coz of some stuff.. v humid.. tot of sleepin bt didnt get 2 sleep.. uncomfortable..:(

den in JE, we wen 2 e seperate wae.. i wen 2 meet frend n zilah wen home... i get back home around 6+.. freakin tiring.. 2mrrw, i wont b goin out.. wanna stay at home n do ma assignment n also need 2 do some revision... i haf less than 1 year 2 study... so i haf 2 buck up 2 achieve wad i wan...:)

kla.. gtg..

peace out!!

2008-04-24T20:17:00.003+08:00

sch starts 2 weeks ago.. i guess.. haha.. how sch? hhmm... kinda bored bt den time pass v fast in ite... n in 1 dae i only haf lyke 2 or 3 subj... met some new frendz there... ma frendz ar fine.. not dat terok ah.. dey ar fun!!!:) some ppl tot dat we known each other b4..:p no, we jst known each other.. im too frendly i guess.. in ma class, theres only 4 bois.. so pathetic..:p Office mah.. ouh ya.. of course im e BIGGEST N TALLEST in class..:p haha.. so paiseh..

here some picz taken in sch..

kae letz 4get about sch.. letz talk abt other tink.. hhmm.. ppl keep askin who ma special person.. now i tell.. NO MORE SPECIAL PERSON..:) no more.. so plz, stop askin..:P hehe.. dat dae, wen out wid shaka.. haf fun wid dem..:)

hhmm.. kinda sad now.. i guess ma frendship wid ice is goin apart.. i donno y.. is it bcoz im in ite?? donno lar..:( i hope our frendship wont go far apart.. i ms ms ang v much.. i still contactin her.. she alwaes bz wid her son.. hehe..:p eventhough we ar far apart, she still remember me...:)

kla.. im so sleepy... wanna sslp soon.. haf 2 go sch 2mrrw... n 1 more tink.. i get a funny form teacher.. hehe.. he sae, ma name is e 1st dat he remember.. cnt c his face.. cn make me laugh alwaes..:p

peace out!!!

2008-03-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

im back again..:) hhmm.. wad i wanna sae ah.. im so so so sad... im leavin ma work place soon.. i haf only 2 more weekz 2 enjoy workin n 2 enjoy wid ma frends there.. i feel lyke stayin bt i cnt.. i need 2 continue schlin.. i cnt b 4gettin ma sch..:( haiizz.. i reali haf fun workin wid dis ppl.. their jokes.. their laughter.. n also teachin me chinese.. i reali enjoty it.. bt i haf 2 go frm dat place.. i need 2 continue wid ma life.. hhmm.. i tink on ma last dae of workin place, i'll b v sad n will reali miss dis ppl alot..

dis shou yu.. she tot me lotz of tinkz.. n shes v funny..

dis is yanzi.. ma partner.. we do work 2gether..

dis is ah chiang.. his v2 funny.. he lyke 2 disturb me..
he alwaes teach me bad word in chinese.. haha.. v funny sometimes...

check out ma new fren fida.. i will miss her v much.. eventhough we only knew her abt one mnth, bt feels lyke i noe her more den one month.. shes v close wid us.. n lyke 2 make jokes... haha.. will reali ms her..

n also i'll ms pakcik pagi selamatt:p, suhow, kangkong, teddy bear, ah chu n not 4gettin ahliang..:p dis ppl all.. i will reali ms dem..:(
hhmm..

dunno wad 2 sei liao.. 2mrrw workin.. 2mrrw sundae ma restin dae bt still workin.. bt itz okae.. sundae is a relaxin dae where i work v relax.. easy money..:p workin there cn get easy money.. haf money bt dun haf life..:p
kla.. i reali tired ah.. i wan 2 slp early 2dae..
peace out!!!

i found my special wan.. i guess..:p

2008-03-23T15:51:00.005+08:00

hey yatiez back in e house..:)

check out... i've change ma blogskin.. hehehe..

itz been a long tyme i didnt update ma blog.. ma blog was dead bt now itz alive.... where should i start wid.. hhmm... i've been workin at alexandra technopark there.. im workin as an admin doin data entry job.. im workin in e hp invent buildin bt under rider logistic company..:) i love e ppl there.. there ar alot of china ppl.. wonderin hw i communicate wid dem..??:p itz kinda diff 2 communicate wid dem in e 1st place... talkin 2 dem itz lyke duck n chicken talkin.. i dun understand wad dey ar talkin n dey dun understand me.. hehe.. end up we use hand sign n sometimes i will ask 1 of ma malaysian frend 2 translate 4 me.. haiiizzz... kinda funny.. i reali enjoy workin wid dem.. haf fun laughin chattin.. nw, communicate wid dem quite better.. coz dey learn english frm us liao.. n i learn chinese frm dem.. hehe.. n guess wad.. nw im feelin dat ma eng is breakin up... i feel dat im talkin rubbish english.. hehe.. im workin wid fazilah nw.. ma agent ask me 2 find another gurl coz no enouf stuff... so i heard dat shes nw not workin datz y i ask her if she wanna work wid me... workin ther is a long hours workin... hhmm.. 8am to 8pm.. everydae... if let sae i work there permanent, i cn die.. i've no life man.. luckily im workin temp..:p i haf another 3 more weeks 2 work their.. kinda sad coz im goin 2 leave dem.. some of dem ask me not 2 sch.. haha... imaginin im not schoolin.. NONONONO!!! i wont do dat.. i haf 2 go sch.. i wan ma diploma...

ouh yeah.. im now 18 years old.. wad did i do on ma bdae dae.. hhmm... didnt do anytink coz i didnt get 2 go home frm work early.. i didnt even celebrate ma bdae... dat was reali sad.. bt itz okae.. e more u get older, it will alwaes b lyke dat.. so itz okae...:)

been bz workin nowadaes... i didnt get 2 go out either.. been askin faz wen ar we goin 2 penisular?? end up we didnt go coz no tyme.. haiizz.. crazy workin here.. i also didnt get 2 meet up wid ma frendz... yeah.. frendz.. now im v close 2 fazila..:) shes alwaes bside me since we work 2gether.. n guess.. we will b 2gether till we go sch.. we ar in e same sch 2..:) isnt datz great.. i tink fazilah will b ma besties frend 1 fine dae..:)

wen 2 ice house few daes ago.. i love n like her house.. kinda simple n big bt nice.. she keeps lotz n lotz of toys.. even ma pooh is there 2!!!! actually, we suppose 2 go lunch 2gether n watch movie bt she was not feelin well so we wen her house.. i treat arn n ice pizza..:p we haf a chat.. didnt haf a long chat coz everyone concentratin on hikmah so didnt get 2 talk 2 ice much.. nvm, hope we cn meet again nxt mnth..:)

school goin 2 start in 3 more weekz.. damn fast... i donno hw will b ma life in ite.. im jst scared 1 tink.. im scared dat i will get influence.. i bought ma uniform n files already.. jst left wid ma bag n shoe.. i donno wens e ryte tyme 4 me 2 get dem..:)

hhmm.. ma auntie keep askin me.. do u haf a boi? wen ar u gettin ur partner.. haiizz.. i've not find 1 yet.. i haven get a crush wid any bois yet or neither e boy haf a crush on me.. findin a perfect on takes tyme.. so jst wait n c..

kla... i gtg.. kinda tired n sleepy.. jst come bck frm jp wid faz, mar, lynn.. 2mrrw still haf work.. haiizz...

peace out!!!

2008-02-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

k, here i am.. bloggin... itz been a long tyme i nv update yeah.. n ARNANTI keep askin 2 update ma blog.. k, here it goes...

hws ma life nw??? hhmm.. ma life's kinda okae... notink much change bt only one tink change.. i grow side waes.. haha..:p oh yeah, hws ma results?? hhhmmm.. badly done.. really badly done.. i was totally shock wen i get ma result.. haiizz... ma dreams didnt gt through n dis tyme, i made ma dad really upset.. nw, i haf 2 go 4 a long wae 2 enter poly n gett ma diploma.. bt i guess itz okae 4 me 2 go 4 a long wae.. as long as i dun change ma attitude, i dun change maself n stay bein maself, itz okae... im sure i cn strike ma dreams...:) 1st few daes wen i gt ma result, i maself was quite upset wid ma result bt den e daes wen off, i cn overcalm dat feelin.. 1st i felt ashamed as i tot ma cuz who took Os wid me get through bt not me bt wen i gt 2 noe dat dey also didnt make it, feelin ashamed was gone.. haha..:p
ppl asked me 2 retain 5n.. itz nt dat i duwan bt wad if i cnt make again.. itz a waste of tyme ryte.. bt i tink bck, secondary is nt impt 4 future coz now we need 2 take courses..gt e cert n gt diploma.. datz impt 2 gt a job..:)
so i decided 2 enter ite.. ppl tot dat ite is a bad place.. is it? i dun tink itz a bad place unless u noe hw 2 controll urself... bt i haf dis feelin dat since i dun gt 2 go polybt im enterin ite, theres some ppl ignorin me..:( kinda sad.. bt itz okae.. jst ignore dem.. hhmm..

letz 4get abt dat.. k, i've been workin in a factory in e YCH company.. doin motorola hp tinkz.. met 2 new frendz.. dey kinda chatty n also frendly... kinda fun workin wid dem...:) den work 4 5 dae onli.. wad a short tyme.. haiizz.. dis all becoz of dat stupid fat lady.. complain ther n here.. IIISSSHH!!! stupid lady!!!
here ar some picz taken on e last dae of our work..:)

LINDA N MASELF

FIZA N MASELF

den last week sundae, wen soccer wid arn.. she wanna accompany there.. n guess wad, wen 2 train wid ma grp 2.. haha.. she keep on complainin she donno hw 2 play.hahah...:p at least she noe hw 2 kick e ball ryte..:) den meet ma ex sch OM.. lyke apek wid his doggywhich looks lyke hym 2.. haha.. n one more tink, i didnt get lost again.. now i noe hw 2 get there..:) ouh yeah, i kena smack by e ball twice.. it was freakin pain ah bt i haf 2 endure.. haiizz.. itz hard 2 b e keeper.. itz not easy..:)

ouh yeah, yest wen 2 eat pizzahut wid arn, mas n far.. was damn full!!! arn order a large pizza coz she said itz not enuf 4 her.. haha.. bt end up we finish up everytink coz we duwan 2 waste.we spent along tyme fnishin e pizza.. n also arn gt gossip abt e indian guys there... arn saes indian guys eat v cute.. is it? haha.. i didnt noe dat..:p

ouh yeah almost 4get.. last sat, ma house hafin kenduri cukur rambot... we did a small wan.. not a big one.. i was not at home dat dae coz haf 2 b at ma work place.. so i asked ma cuz 2 take vid 4 me 2 watch.. heres e vid..

jst nw wen mac wid arn.. help her wid her art.. bt i cn help.. i donno y.. i lost e focuz.. i cnt concenrate on drawin... donno y ah.. itz been a long tyme i didnt draw.. den ramdan come n join us 2,,,:)

kla.. gtg.. v sleepy..peace out!!!

"his smile make me smile 2 hym bck bt nw, i wont c dat smile anymore coz i wont c hym anywhere..:("

2008-01-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

where should i start? hhmm.. let me start wid ma parents..

yeah, nw ma parents ar back home.. life at home goes as usual now.. everytink okae..:) im so happy dat dey ar back... i do ms dem alot especially ma mum.. i do ms her alot!! den dey share their story at there.. kinda fun hearin their story,..:p

check out dis picz..

his wearin a necklace..:p

i jst came bck frm mekah.. ahah..:p

im so freakin happy.. ma dreams come through.. i wanna b in e womens soccer team n nw i found a team.. one of e gurl asked me in their team.. im so happie.. yest wen 2 meet dem.. dey dun seem lyke soccer gurls bt let c 2mrrw hws their skill..:) heard frm dat gurl, dey jst open e gurls soccer..

20/01/08

wen 4 soccer trainin jst nw.. wah, freakin tired.. ma legs ar havin bruises every where.. lol.. 2 rough mayb.. e gurls team is frendly.. im e only mly there n e rest ar indian, indian muslim... 2dae i was v quite dey sae... yeah i am cos i dun quite noe dem yet.. bt later will b talkin 2 dem..:) i reali haf fun trainin wid dem..:) i wont b gettin awae frm dis team.. dis is ma dream n i will play n do ma role..:)

ouh yeah.. 5 MORE DAES!!! 5 MORE DAES!!! ma results will b out soon.. im damn scared.. i really scared... wad if i dun make it.. i confirm ma dad will b v sad.. he really wan me 2 b in poly n he haf e confident dat i cn make it.. bt im scared.. if i dun make, he will b disappointed..:( haizz.. hope i will make it.. i haf 2 jst pray 2 god everydae n everytyme..

im so freakin tired.. cn talk alot coz i v sleepy n tired...
will update nxt tyme..
peace out!

2008-01-10T20:13:00.000+08:00

2 more! 2 more daes!!!! n ma mum n dad back frm madinah!!! im so damn happie!!:p i really ms dem alot!!! i ms chattin wid dem.. i ms complainin 2 dem.. i ms laughin wid dem.. n i ms ma mum cookin!!! faster faster!!! faster come back!!!

hhhmmm.. wad i've been busy dis tyme.. been bz takin care of ma nephew.. haiizz.. so tirin n i dun haf enuf slp..:( i also cnt spent ma tyme wid ma frends outside coz i pitty ma sis... haf 2 cook, haf 2 take care of her son.. so i took ma initiative 2 take care of her child while shes cookin n do e cleanin.. i tink ma sis cnt leave widout me cos i alwaes make her smile n laugh wen shes angry or sad.. hehe.. she told me dat if im not around, e house will b no laughter... no one 2 laugh 2 n etc.. bt wadeva it is im happie coz we siblings cn communicate v well.. we help each other, we do tinkz 2gether.. we eat 2gether... bt not ma bro.. haiizz... i dun tink he can communicate wid us well.. i tink in his world, frends ar impt 2 him rather den siblings n ur own cousins... useless bro..

after ma parents back home, i plan 2 look 4 job... i wan 2 earn money... im bored stayin at home liao.. i wanna go out n earn money!!!!!:p not only me bt ma sis 2.. shes lookin 4 job 2.. so i guess we will b seekin 4 job 2gether.. bt i wanna look 4 admin bt she will b lookin 4 sales...:)

2mrrw, i'll b goin 2 e esplanade wid ma cuz n frendz... will b goin 4 e band concert.:) hope it will b fun n im sure it will b nice n fun..:)

n 2mrrw, maeb ma aunt comin ma house.. stayin ma house wid her children.. it will b damn fun coz at nite we could play tieti den we cn also go buy ABC(air batu campur).. hehe..:p cos ma aunt goin 2 help us cook 4 ma mum..:)

i cn wait 4 ma mum 2 b back n i'll confirm hug her lot2 of tyme cos i ms her alot2... im close 2 ma mum n i cnt leave widout ma mum.. as i sae b4, i hate n anti ppl who talks bad abt ma mum coz shes alwaes a gd mum 4 me..:p

hows ryan akif been doin now? his fine n his face so round n chubby.. hehe..:p dat dae, he wen 4 an injection n on dat dae also he cn berak.. den he keep on cryin all dae long... pitty hym alot.. tried 2 comfort hym till 3.15am in e mornin den he felt aslp.. bt now, his okae.. his one month plus now.,. i cnt wait 4 hym 2 crawl cos his now gettin heavy.. n he lyke ppl carry hym...

ma results will b out soon.. heard its either end of jan or early feb.. im so scared.. wad if i dun make it? i'll let ma dad down cos his really aimin on me.. his only countin on me.. cn i make it? i hope i cn n i alwaes prayin 4 e results.. i duwan make ma dad feel sad cos i really wanna show hym dat i cn.. cos all dis while frm primary sch till sec sch, i've been showin hym dat i cn make it bt dis tyme, its abit jerky.. i hope i realli cn make it...

till here..
gtg..
wanna call ma bestie frend arn..:)

peace out!!

2007-12-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

few more mins, its goin 2 be 12.. it means, there will b no more 2007 bt ther will b 2008... a new year 4 us.. e tyme reali fly v fast.. wad happen in 2007?? hhmm.. lots of tinkz happen.. one, i spent lots of ma tyme studyin 4 ma Os... dis year 2, i grow side waes alot..:p haha.. dis yr 2, i made more frends.. dis yr, i become an aunty..:p theres lots of tinkz happen bt i forget some..

hhmmm... 2 ma frens, i noe i made lots of mistakes n disappoinment in dis yr... i seriously sorrie if i had made any mistakes, if im irritatin...
let me name all ma frends dat close 2 me...
shakalaka babes...
dis yr, not a yr 4 us.. we rarely meet.. we not dat close.. theres no e power of shaka.. might b bcos of me.. everytyme theres n outin, i cnt make it.. n wen one or 2 person cnt make it, e shaka outin will b cancell... i am reali soriie on ma attitude.. n i could b irritatted sometime dat u all cant take it.. so i hope u all forgive me..:)

to fazilah..
e startin of e year, u ar close wid us.. u ar alwaes close wid us since ur frendz nt e same class wid u.. bt seriously i dun mind..:) if u haf e tot dat u ar snatchin ma frends awae frm me, nope.. u nv eva snatch ma frend awae coz u ar one of us...:) n i noe i cn b irritatin 2ward u n i alwaes bully u.. i alwaes made ppl laugh on u.. im hear 2 sae sorri.. i didnt mean 2 do dat.. i hope u forgif me..:)

to arn n mas..
arn, u've been a great frend of mine.. u ar ma listener.. u ar e one whom i alwaes share ma feelin.. bt sometimes, theres alwae small mistake dat we make n we will fight.. bt dats 4 awhile only ryte coz we will b fine aftr several hrs..:p im sorrie if i made u angry or if i had made a mistake.. ryte twin sis? lol..
mas, i reali wanna thankz u.. coz of u, i started 2 read bk..:) u make me interested in bks... u make me wanna read bks.. i cn sae i learn frm ya many tinkz 2..:) thankz alot yea..

to mel...
i reali miss u alot.. i seldom c u bt u ar ma besties frend..:) u ar alwaes bz wid ur sch n dance.. yeah i noe..:) bt its okae.. theres alwaes phone 2 contact.. haha.. yeah.. hope u all e best ya..:)

to e teachers in sch..
i will ms u teachers alot.. especially ang, ang waddup, chan, nazri n etc.. dis teachers teach me lots of tinkz.. thankz 4 everytink yeah.. n sorrie if had made any mistakes..:)

2007, is e year i end ma sec. sch life.. i will b no more a sec sch students.. i will miss e sch alots.. coz its been 5 yrs i in dat sch n i learn many tinkz there.. i will alwaes cherrish ma sec sch life..:) ouh yeah, dis year, i attended 2 of ma teachers weddin... ms lin n mrs cheng.. i wish dey will leave wid their husband happily eva after,,:)

n 2007, where i learn more abt bein independent widout ma parents.. hehe.. dis year where ma mum n dad when 2 mecca 4 one month... heard dat ma mum in a great condition bt ma dad is sick ther...:( i hope n wish dat dey will b okae soon.. left 12 more daes 4 dem 2 b back n i miss dem alot..

gtg... continue later..
peace out!!

2007-12-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

wanna noe wad im busy wid now...?? takin care of ma nephew!!! i tot i finished ma Os, i no need 2 burn e midnite oil nymore.. im damn wrong.. having a nephew its hard especially wen dey jst a baby.. haiizz.. ma nephew, name muhammad ryan akif.. haaiiizz.. naughty lyke 2 shout.. n his lyke an owl.. slp in e day n wake up at nite... haiizz.. i dun haf enough slp.. at nite, wen he awake, me n ma sis face lyke half dead.. we took turn takin care of hym.. n sometime i even felt aslp while carryin hym.. haha..:p DANGEROUS!!

6 daes alreaady ma parents leave us at home.. 3 more weeks 4 dem 2 b back home..:( i miss dem alot... eh, not me alone bt ma siblings 2..:( dey haven gif a call yet n tell us hows their condition there.. haiizz.. dat dey, e agent called home.. dey sae ma parents will b back at their hotel 2mrrw.. i hope dey will call us 2mrrw cos we really miss dem..:( hhmmm... life at home wid sibling, kinda independant.. bt we had lots of team work, no fightin, help each other n i go market.. lol.. n ma sis will cook 4 us..:) so really work 2gether.. sometime ma aunties will call n ask us 2 fetch some food at their house.. cool ryte get free food..haha..:p

yest hari raya haji, i felt diff n we, siblings, didnt celebrate.. we didnt even went out.. we jst stae at home.. usually, me n ma parents will either go malaysia or wen ma grandpa house bt dis round diff..:( bt its okae.. we jst haf 2 relax.. jst pray 4 dem so dat dey ar healthy n i really hope dey ar.. hhmm..

last few daes, been stayin at ma grandpa house in jrong.. dis sun, i'll b stayin at ma grandpa house in tamp.. haiizz... haf 2 shift here n there.. i told ma sis dis, we ar jst lyke runnin awae from home.. haha.. later nxt2 week, will b stayin at e carpark.. ppl throw us there.. haha..:p

i'll b stayin at tamp 4 one week.. haiizz.. i'll b grounded ther.. haiizz.. hate 2 go there.. hhmm.. cn go here cnt go there.. cnt do dis, cnt do dat.. haiizz... bt cnt blame.. old ppl is alwaes lyke dis..:)

ouh yeah, dat dae, meet arn.. wen 2 eat pizzahut aftr takin her results.. hhaaha... check out dis picz..

n here ar some picz of muhammad ryan akif...

isnt he cute?:p

haha...:p kla.. till here..

peace out!!

2007-12-16T09:27:00.000+08:00

yest mornin at 1, i sent ma mum n dad 2 e airport.. dey ar goin 2 leave us 4 1month.. dey ar goin mekkah n left us siblings at home n e little one.. im so sad..:( dis is e 1st tyme ma mum n dad leavin us far2 awae... dey nv leave us b4.. n we siblings will ms dem alot.. i hope dey will b safe there.. i will reali miss dem..

now im stayin at ma grandpa in jrong.. ma grandpa in tamp askin us 2 go there n stay there.. bt i duwan.. we will b trap in dat house..:( i duwan!!! bt one side, i pitty ma sis.. her child.. she not use wid hym yet.. i pitty her.. n i pitty e little 1 2 keep on cryin.. if theres ma mum bside us, she will help 2 cool hym down.. bt nw we haf 2 do our own.. nw we haf 2 do tinkz our own..

i wish u come home soon mum n dad.. its only few hrs gone n i startin 2 miss u all... i cnt write anymore.. im so sad n feel wanna cry..:( hope we siblings cn survive widout dem..:(

peace out!

2007-12-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOST MA EZLINK CARD PLUS MA NAME CARD PLUS SHAKA PICZ PLUS MS ANG NOTES!!!! IM SO SAD N DISSAPPOINTED..:( WHERE DID I DROPPED IT? WHERE DID I PLACE IT?? I WAN IT BACK!!!:( I DUN CARE ABT E EZLINK BT I CARE ABT SHAKA PICZ N E CARD DAT MS ANG MADE 4 ME..:( DATZ PRECIOUS 4 ME!!! BUT I HAD LOST IT..:(

I HOPE WHO EVA FOUND IT GAF IT TO ME... PLZZZZZZZZZZ!!!

hhhmm.. aqif had been cryin 2dae.. so noisy.. haiiizzz.. dis few daes, busy sendin hym 2 hosp n poly cos of e yellow2 tink ah.. bt luckily now his okae.. thankz god.. jst now wen jp 4 awhile 2 buy some stuff ma sis ask 2 buy den wen home.. gd gurl..:p i dun hang around.. haha..

den meet ma cuzin 2 acompany hym cut hair n den he treat me..:p so nice of hym.. wakaka..

hhhmm.. miss ma frendz.. all ma frends ar workin now except me.. i miss shaka, i miss mel, i ms etc n etc..... haiizz...
( dis entry was 2 daes ago.. i 4get 2 published..:))

hhmm.. i still haven get ma ezlink card..so sue.. haf been stayin at home.. didnt do anytink.. one more week 2 go.. its lyke 9 more daes, ma mum goin 2 mekah.. not only mum but dad.. dey go 4 one month.. will b missin dem.. n we haf 2 leave independent... cn we?? hhmmm

gtg.. ma busybody bro wanna use e comp..
bluek!!!
peace out.

2007-12-01T19:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE BDAE MUM!!!!:p

we siblings bought 4 her cake as we dunno wad 2 buy 4 her n no tyme cos haf 2 bring e baby there n here.. hiazz.. so we had 2 buy e cake 4 her..:) e flower on e cake represent her.. haha..:p
n e love shape represent our love 2 her..:)
theres 4 big candle bt it dun means dat shes 40.. haha..

there not enough place 2 place e candles so we place 4 only..:p but wadeva it is, we love u mum!!!:p

kla.. im damn tired.. jst came back from ma uncles weddin n 2mrrw i still haf 2 go there n helpy.. haizz...:(

peace out!!

2007-11-29T10:15:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! i cant believe dat im an aunty now!!! damn fast ya... get 2 noe early mornin jst now dat ma sis had gif birth.. gif birth 2 a baby boi!!:P im so happy!!! finally there baby in ma house dat i cn took care... i'll post a picz of hym.. soon!! but 4 now, i jst wanna sae i jst cant believe dat im an auntie now.. auntie yatiez!! hahaha...

peace out!!

im back here.. check out ma nephew.. haha!! his so cute!!! but he cry, i cant take it!! so noisy!!!

kla.. gtg..
peace out!

2007-11-27T13:46:00.000+08:00

hey yo bloggy.. i didnt update ma blog lyke dem long ya..:P
was damn busy dis week.. wad did i do?
i had ma 3 daes red camp.. i love RED CAMP4!!! i met lots of frends from other sch, explore courses n cca, make frends wid e SL n also I LOVE SPARTANS!!! haha.. SPARTANS ROX!!! in jst 3 daes, i met so many frends n dey ar so frendly... ya frendly.. n i was called a gurl dat haf loudest voice wen i shout..:p jst 2 entertain ppl, if not e camp will b bored.. i wont 4get e fun we had ah.. will go out 1 dae wid spartans!!! one fine dae..:)
n zouk on e 3rd nite wad damn fun.. evnthough thers rules here n there bt it was cool yeah..:p we all dance n some ppl show their moves..:p ouh yeah, i 4get one tink.. i won 2 movie tickets again!!! haha.. im so lucky bt zamay more lucky.. he get 2 free MCR ticket!!! so coolll!! check out some picz here..

SPARTANS AHUH!!

MA PANDA!!!

YATIEZ & JOLAN

A GROUP OF US!!

BAD US!

MET MEIYI AT NP!!!:P

YATIEZ & ZAYAR(GATSBY BOI)

more picz at redriotz.multiply.com

den aftr dat 3 daes of camp, ma house was having some prayers as ma mum n dad ar goin 2 e mekah soon dis 15dec.. i'll ms dem soon.. was damn tired.. haf 2 help her shift tinkz here n there.. carry tinkz, buy tinkz n etc..

den yest, 4n4 had a gatherin at east coast..
kla.. till here..
wanna haf a rest coz 2dae i'll b at home all dae long..:p
peace out!

2007-11-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

hey yo... wad a tiring dae 2dae.. wen out wid arn n mas 2 lib 2 borrow some books.. eventhough Os over, i still haf 2 continue reading books so dat ma eng cn get better.. hehe..:p ouh yeah.. b4 dat we wen 2 red donut at jp 2 eat some donuts.. was v tasty man!! should try it..:) arn treat us e donut..:p THANK U ARN!!

den aftr borrowin books, we wen jp 2 sit in mac.. discussin sometink.. we discussin abt doin a gatherin.. i cnt wait 4 e dae.. confirm v fun!!!:) den aftr discussin, mas wen home.. den i followed arn 2 her aunty hoouse at CCK.. haf a chat wid her.. shes frendly.. hehe.. den we go explore log 1.. we haf a walk ther.. i was lyke half wae dead.. v tired!! we enter bodyshop as arn wanna buy some stuff n den we enter a shop dat sells pooh, doremon n etc.. i saw dis huge pooh!!! DAMN NICE AH!!! but it cost $100++..:( i hope i'll get 1 of dat.. but ma frend here, arn, had bought me a pooh.. 2dae she get her pae.. THANK U ARN!!! TANK U V MUCH ARN!!! I LOVE MA TWIN MANY MANY!! hahaha..

here e picz of e pooh..

BABY POOH!!

ouh yeah.. yest, i had a great fun!! yeah damn fun ryte gurls n bois?? we had our grad nitez yest.. eventhough e concert was not dat great, we had fun 2gether takin picz wid frendz n teachers.. n our class won 1st 4 males dress up n 2nd 4 female dress up.. datz cool man!!

fazilah & ramdan (e prince n princess)

i didnt get 2 eat ma food.. cos was busy takin picz.. lotz of picz were taken n i tink.. 16 nov will b a memorable dae for me.. lots of tinkz happen.. i get 2 c ppl takin picz, n most happiest tink is our frendship wid ramdan grp is back.. i guess..:) happy 2 c dem takin picz here n there..

i wont 4get dis daes.. :) here ar some picz..

5n2 handsome n beautiful peepz

MA TWIN N ME

CHECK OUT CHICKY GURLS!

RAMDAN N MASELF

the 4n4 peepz n ms lin n mr naz

MR ZAK N MASELF

ME N MR AWW!!!:P

4 more picz,

do free do check out in ma multiply..

http://www.redriotz.multiply.com/

need 2 go.. haf 2 go inah house..

peace out!

2007-11-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

haizz.. im so tired.. few daes been walkin ther n here.. spent ma tyme outside.. bt fun ah.. :) if i at home, i'll rott men.. haha..:p

k, last fri, wen out wid faz, mar 2 town.. go 4 interview in some place.. 4 me, it would v hard 2 get sales ah cos i've no experience.. but for dem, quite okae cos dey got experience.. i only gt experience in admin assist..:) walk ther n here.. i tink we go abt 5 interview bt all wait 4 call.. bloodyfull waste our energy only.. den e next dae, wen 2 find high T shirt 2 wear.. of cos ma size,kinda hard 2 find.. go ther n here v diff, 2 get.. all small size.. luckily gt one shop dat sell ma size.. yeah i bought from dat shop.. den aftr buyin, we ait for ina boifrend 2 come cos we hafin our dinner.. we ate sushi.. wah!! e food was delicious n damn full.. n also its ma 1st tyme eatin ther.. den aftr eatin we proceed back home cos ina scared ma mum will angry.. halo im big child liao.. :)
den e next dae which is 2dae, i wen 2 arn house.. spent ma tyme at her house as she invite me 2 her house.. i pitty her..:( hhmm.. i tink she now v sad as wad her frends did 2 her.. hhmm.. wad we cnt do anytink.. we cnt begged dem 2 haf frendship bck.. we haf 2 take it e fact.. we already give in bt dey refuse 2 b bck.. we cnt do anytink..hhmm im reali sorie arn... bt i enjoy playin wid her bro.. play firecrackers..:p jst 2 entertain arn bro.. :)

n 2mrrw, i goin out AGAIN!! haha.. goin 2 meet lyn at taka den go 4 shoppin.. accompany lynn..:) n also i goin 2 find sometink there..:p

dis comin fridae, is ma high tea in sch.. i hope it gonna b cool n enjoyable.. everyone gonna dress up.. n i tink now ppl busy wid buyin their clothes or confused wad 2 wear.. haha..nvm, jst take ur tyme peeps.. u all still got 4 more daes 2 go..:)

findin job make me sick.. haizz.. i wan 2 haf job bt e findin part is lyke freak.. everywhere we go all wait 4 call.. haizz.. stupid ppl ah all.. n also i confirm dis ppl all will choose piorities chinese! haiizz.. wad will happen 2 us.. i wish ma sis gif birth soon so dat i cn play wid e baby n i'll not b bored.. hehe..:)

till here..
peace out!!

2007-11-09T09:14:00.000+08:00

2dae i goin sch, den goin 4 interviews.. i hope i get e job.. im so damn bored at home..
bt hor, ma mum dun allow me work.. she asked me 2 stae at home.. n take care of ma sis n her baby... bt dat later ryte... now let me work 1st.. at least 1 mnth of workin can ah... i promise b4 u all goin mekah, i will stop ma work n stae at home..:)

i also wish 2 babysit.. hehe.. i love baby.. :p

ouh yeah, yest, i chat wid 1 of ma frend 2 settle tinkz out..
but hey.. i tink dis tink is childish... 1st u wan apology frm one of ma frends n now u wan all ma frends 2 apologize.. wad e fuck.. wad do u tink u all ar?!!! i wont take dis situation,.. eventhough u all fine wid me, i wont take it..
we ar so kind hearted 2 forgive n forget bt u all seems dun interested.. its fine if u all dun wan 2 b back as per normal.. its fine wid us.. u guys ar jst bein stuborn n selfish.. n u all wan ma frends 2 face to face on u all bt we wanna meet up dis sundae n settle tinkz out u all duwan.. wad u tellin us now? crappppzzz..
i nv haf dis kind of frendz b4.. n if u sae u all ar bein hurt, did u tink abt other ppl bein hurt??
haizz..

kla.. i need 2 go liao.. haf 2 go sch.. i haf 2 meet faz at 10am n now 9.45.. i haven bath, i haven find shirt.. ma god!!! im gonna b LATE!!!
peace out!!!

2007-11-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

oh no! i cnt believe dat i gonna sae dis! itz lyke so damn fast! MA Os ar OVER!! haha.. so freakin fast yeah.. im so happy of dis,.. from now on, i wont b touchin any bks accept storybooks.. haha.. so lame..:p sc paper 1 was ma last paper.. is it easy? erm, kinda.. only e chem abit tricky.. den aftr paper, haf a picz wid frendz n also teachers..:) last dae in sch, last dae usin sch u.. so tot of takin picz.. n 2dae llast dae, its ma last dae 2 c ppl lyke ms ang, ms ang waddup, ms chan n etc.. ma frends lar(teachers).. kinda sad also ah i'll ms ma frendz..:(

heres ar some picz of dem..:)

THE GURLS N MSH ANG!!!

CHEECKY GURLS N ICE QUEEN

LETS SQUEEZE TOGETHER!!

ITZ BEEN 3YRS WE'VE TOT BY HYM! THE ONLY HYM! OUR MAN!

BEFORE OUR LAST PAPER!

5N2 BEST MAN EVA AFTER!

wanna c more picz?

check out http://www.redriotz.multiply.com/ to c more picz..:)

den wen home 2 haf breakfast n actually haf 2 rush 2 arnanti house bt was not allow by ma mum as i need 2 b at home, take care of ma elder sis.. so i haf 2 stae at home n wait 4 ma younger sis back home.. wen she came bck, i rush 2 arn house.. do wad at ther? i helped arn, mas n far doin cookies.. eventhough i donno how 2 cook or bake, i learn how 2 use e apparatus.. haha..:) thankz 2 dem..:p den we haf fun chattin n laughin.. ouh yeah, arn told us jst now dat she lyke BANGLA guys.. she said dat dey ar cute.. n not only dat, arn FAT v smelly!!! i was lookin at e comp skrin n suddenly sometink smell bad.. haiizz... arn, nxt tyme controll!! hehe.. n jst now wen i was sittin doin e cookies, arn saw ma pant abit didnt zip.. haha.. so shameful.. at least abit only.. dis bcoz i keep sittin around.. den e zip also open ah. hhaha.. i was lyke damn tired coz i not enuf slp..:( den arn gaf me eat nasi lemak... nice bt den e samball v hot sei.. THANK U ARN!!!

den wen home at 8 lyke dat.. hhmm.. wad am i gonna do dis holidae.. lots of tinkz.. wan 2 work bt i cnt.. i haf ma high tea 2 attend, red camps N december comin.. i haf 2 take care of nephew.. IM GOIN 2 B an AUNTIE SOON!!! auntie titi.. eeeiii.. so e not nice.. haha.. i tink i'll jst find work at jan.. bt i'll keep sendin e resumin 2 company dat need temp. n admin work..:)

ouh yeah.. jst now, aftr ma paper, i met 1 of ma frend.. she hugged me.. im so touch of it.. its e 1st tyme n also e last tyme..:) i tink she happy 4 me dat i've done ma part..:) n also i'll b v sad coz i wont b seein her nymore n she wont b teachin me nymore..:( hhm.. hope out frendship will still stay long n wont lose contact.. i'll alwaes treat u as ma own sis.. :) thankz 4 everytink..:p

Ice Queen n Me!:p

im so sleepy.. aftr dis i wanna spent ma tyme SLEEPIN!!!:p hehe..

peace out!!

2007-11-04T13:53:00.001+08:00

check out dis band!! dey cool man...:)

2007-11-03T14:08:00.000+08:00

Os goin on now.. n i left only 2 MORE paper!! n im free from e cage of exams n school!! but i'll miss e school n teachers aftr dat..:( datz v bad.. haha.. hows ma overall paper.. hhmm.. overall. all okae accept geog n chem..:( haizz... can i make it? i hope i can... n i wanna pray alot!!

ouh yeah.. i ms playin bowlin n pool!!! i cant wait 2 play dem!! hhmm.. wens e right tyme 2 play ah? findin a tyme n place 2 play.. HAZLIN!! WEN WANNA GO PLAY?? shes ma bowlin n pool partner..:p
i still tinkin, wad am i goin 2 do aftr Os.. am i goin 2 rott at home? hhmm.. duwan ah.. i wanna go out n find money.. $$$.. bt den, december, i cnt go 4 work..:( i haf 2 b at home.. haf 2 babysit..

peace out!

2007-10-21T03:22:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSDWOC-aCPM

2007-10-19T02:13:00.000+08:00

HE REALLY DUN DESERVE 2 BE MA BROTHER IN LAW!! NO BRAIN!! HEY MA SIS PREGNANT! WAD KIND OF HUSBAND AR U!! STUPID FREAK!! I TOT U CAN MAKE MA SIS HAPPY BUT THE MORE SHE GOIN 2 GIF BIRTH, THE MORE U MAKIN TROUBLE! U TINK IM STILL A KID DAT U CAN LIE 2 ME!! I DUN MIND IF SHES NOT PREGNANT BUT SHES PREGNANT! U AS A HUSBAND SHOULD NOT ALLOW HER 2 GO OUT LYKE DAT! BUT U'VE NO BRAIN! U DUN DESERVE 2 B A HUSBAND OF MA SISTER ALSO!!

DUN U TINK NOW U'RE RICH, U CAN DO ANYTINK! STUPID FREAK! U AR JUST MAKIN ME MAD! SUCH A FREAK! MA SIS ALSO ONE NO BRAIN! U NOE DAT U AR PREGNANT N U GO OUT! HEY PROBLEM CAN B SOLVE LAR! Y HAF 2 RUN AWAY! I DUN WISH 2 C DIS SUCH PPL! DIS PPL JST RUN AWAY FROM THEIR PROBLEM BT NOT SOLVIN IT!

U AR MAKIN MA DAD LOST TRUST ON US! Y DEY HAF 2 MAKE DIS MESS NOW! WEN MA MUM N DAD GOIN OVERSEA SOON! MA PARENTS TRUST DEM, DEY ASKIN DEM 2 TAKE CARE OF US SIBLING WEN DEY GO MEKAH N NOW DEY GIVING DIS ATTITUDE! MA SIS AR SUCH A SELFISH BRED DAT DUN TINK OF PARENTS HEART! DEY WILL B V WORRIED! HOW AR DEY GOIN 2 LEAVE US IF DEY SHOW DIS KIND OF ATTITUDE! N ALSO DEY SHOWIN BAD EXAMPLE 2 ME! AS A BIG SISTER, U ARE JST TEACHIN ME A BAD EXAMPLE WHICH IS RUNNING FROM HOME!

NOW IM JST WORRY ABT MA PARENTS! NOW, IF DEY GET 2 NOE E NEXT MORNIN, I CONFIRM DEY WILL REALI LOST TRUST ON US! N DEY WILL BE WORRY ABT US! WID MA SISTER ATTITUDE LYKE DIS, I REALI DUN MIND MA GRANDFATHER STAEIN MA HOUSE WEN MA PARENTS GONE 2 MEKAH! AT LEAST HE CAN TAKE CARE OF MA SIBLING! N NOW I DUN TRUST DEM TAKIN CARE OF US! I WOULD RATHER US MA GRANDFATHER TAKE CARE OF US RATHER DEN DEM EVENTHOUGH HE CAN B NAGGY N SO ON..

DIS PPL MAKIN ME MAD! IM WORRY! IM WORRY! IM WORRY ANYTINK HAPPEN 2 MA SIS! WHERE DID SHE GO? MA MUM, HHHMM.. SHE WILL GET WORRIED! HAIZZ.. Y DIS PPL DUN TINK OF OTHERS! MA DAD, WILL B ANGRY IF HE FIND OUT!

I DONNO WADZ GOIN ON IN DIS HOUSE! SOMETIMES I TINK DEY JST LET MA HOUSE LYKE HOTEL! WEN EVA DEY WAN LEAVE, DEY LEAVE! WEN EVA DEY HUNGRY FIND GOOD FOOD 2 EAT! NO NICE FOOD, EAT OUTSIDE! U TINK WAD! HOTEL!

NOW, MA MIND ON MA FAMILY! I'VE NO MOOD 2 STUDY! I'VE NO MOOD 2 DO MA ART! MA POINT OF WAKIN UP DIS HOURS IS 2 STUDY N DO ART BT NO POINT! MA MIND TINKIN OF OTHER TINK.. I CANT CONCENTRATE LYKE DIS! I SERIOUS CNT CONCENTRATE LYKE DIS! HAIZZ..

PEACE OUT!

to k. suria.. if u read dis, dun try 2 contact dem n ask anytink.. ssshhhh.. i writin dis coz i expressin ma anger... thankz v much..

2007-10-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

jst now wen sch, haf ma Os sc prac. haizz.. kinda dissapointed bt wad ms ang sae, now dun bother abt dat liao.. concentrate on others.. yesh i will!!

den i wen home... haf a rest.. i didnt took ma lunch jst now cos i takin a heavy dinner.. we took our dinner at JE entertainment at pizzahut.. who? me, arn, mas n farhana,.. i enjoyed maself wid full of laughter n crazy jokes.. haha.. eat alot actually.. was full bt i keep on thirsty.. water tank.. den arn get a free coke from one of e sis ther.. ahaha.. she pitty arn ah.. lol.. aftr dat we wen home straight.. of coz me n arn haf 2 sit at our tinkin bus stop.. haha.. b4 havin ma dinner wid dem, wen 2 meet ma cousin.. acompany her 2 polyclinic coz she was sick.. den we exchange story... i told ma story 2 her n she told hers 2 mine..:) eventhough shes had a bad attitude, bt she a good adviser 2 me..:)

im sooo full now.. n guess wad.. im fat fat fat!!! ish.. im growin horizontal man!! haizz..:( no exercise bt got eat only,, haizz.. aftr Os, i haf 2 start playin soccer liao... MUST START ma sport liao!!! cn die faster lyke dis..:(

kla.. wanna off liao..

ouh yeah.. heres ma picz of ma happy family..:)

2007-10-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

hi!! SELAMAT HARI RAYA 2 ALL MUSLIM PEOPLE OUT THERE!!

ouh yeah! isnt dis baby cute!!!:p shes cute n chubby!!!

till here..

peace out!

2007-10-12T17:49:00.000+08:00

im so freakin irritated 2dae!.. early in e mornin wanna make trouble.. didnt noe thers such a COMPLAIN QUEEN in ma class.. n its such a shameless.. start e trouble, makin e problem n now acussin others.. n still dare 2 complain.. no shame ah.. u haven mature yet i guess so.. jst a small prob n wanna make it big.. we follow e flow bt u still wanna talk abt e problem! CRAZY! 1st u break ppl frendship.. u happy wid it.. now e frendship begin 2 recover n u disappoint n still u haf 2 complain.. haizz... i didnt noe thers such a person dat is so selfish!

in e 1st place, wen i get 2 noe abt u havin a freakin mouth, im lyke so damn angry.. we wanna confront u! we wan 2 solve tink out wanna shut ur freakin mouth bt bcoz dis is a ramadhan mnth, we jst forgive n forget.. bt wen u bring dis up again, u jst makin me damn angry again.. dis yr i nv show ma temper 2 ppl.. i control ma temper.. bt u jst a freak makin me lose ma temper.. not only dat bt in month of ramadhan.. even though thers notink between me, i HATE ppl criticising ma frend, ma best frend!

ma god! get ur own life ah.. aftr dis, i wont b treatin u lyke e old u.. plz, i duwan 2 haf a betrayer in ma life.. jst makin trouble n problem.. u ar e one started it n u ar e wan cryin over it.. as if u feel sorri abt dis.. plz lar.. dun do dis kind of drama in front of me! other ppl cn take it bt not me...

n one more tink.. dis is ma blog. so i cn do or write anytink i wan.. so if u ppl out ther dun lyke ma blog, PLZ dun read! n if u ppl dun lyke wad i write in here, wan 2 confront me... plz go on.. bt dun go 2 other ppl n complain!

till here..
peace out!

2007-10-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

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2007-10-08T05:00:00.000+08:00

hie bloggy.. long tyme didnt update.. hhmm.. let me c.. few daes didnt wen 2 sch.. at home muggin.. ouh yah, yest wen 2 ma grandpa house.. i was damn lazy 2 go... 1. e weather is damn hot.. 2. i wanna study at home.. so i told ma mum wanna stae at home ended up i get scoldin so i jst followed her.. we wen ther wid cab.. go tamp!! so far!! den i tot it coulld b bored ther.. bt a little bored ah.. wen i come, we 2 cutty gurls ran 2 me.. haha.. im lyke so famous.. :p jst last week i met damn, but i tink dey ms me.. 1 tink good abt dem is dey ar v cute.. den i followed ma auntie 2 IKEA 2 bought sometinkz ther.. was exhausted aftr dat bt haf 2 control till 7.. fastin month!! im not hungry but everytyme thirsty..:p den at nite, itz tyme 4 me 2 go home.. e little 2 gurls mum wen 2 Geylang 4 awhile while dey at home.. one of e gurl came 2 me n whispered 2 me.. " kak t, come inside ma room ah.. let me go 2 slp.. i wan 2 slp.." n she hold ma hand n bring inside her room.. ask me put her 2 slp den com another 1 ask me 2 do e same tink.. dey ar so cute.. i had 2 use ma both hand n try 2 make dem go 2 slp bt ended up dey keep laughin n laughin.. ma hand also get tired.. haiizz.. den 4 me 2 go home.. their face sad2 liao.. ouh so sad.. wait till raya den i come.. :p sometimes ma mum n ma aunties scold me cause i pampered dem 2 much.. bt y cnt i.. itz okae 2 pamper dem mah coz i only c dem once a mnth? hhmm..

2dae, im not goin sch.. wanna memorize ma chem.. haizz.. i've been drinkin icafe dis few weekz n daes.. itz not good 4 me but it make me feel awake... hehe.. kla.. i need 2 brush ma teeth.. i jst finish eatin..:p

n wanna continue muggin!!

peace out!

a photo of ma cutie gurl!

Rozanna aka nana( if im not wrong ah)

2007-09-29T05:28:00.000+08:00

now, itz lyke 5plus in e mornin.. still awake bt not 2 energetic ah...:) jst finish eatin 4 sahur..

ouh ya, b4 i start on wad did i do yest, wanna talk abt last few daes..:p hhmm.. mon, tues was a normal sch dae.. wed didnt go sch as i was having abit of headache due to lack of slp...:p yeah, haven been slpin well dis few daes.. spendin much tyme in studyin..:( but also itz 4 ma own gd ah.. den thurs came sch n ma frendz were saein abt wad happen e previous dae.. hhmm, heard dat dey get back their geog paper n get scolded.. n not only scolded bt discourage us.. haiizz.. y dis teachers, nearing 2 Os, dey keep discouragin us?? hhmm.. cnt dey jst shut their mouth.. isshhh... dey makin us feel down n make us give up.. y now ah, critical tyme.. haiz.. bt at least certain teachers not dat bad.. dey motivate us.. luckily thers still dis type of trs.. if not, die2 ppl will all gif up..

yeah, i noe i did really bad 4 ma prelims,.. dis is all ma own fault.. i cnt change e tyme, i cnt turn back tyme n take e prelim paper again.. i only can change maself... i noe i cn do it!! i cnt gif up now!! i need 2 haf confident on maself bt not 2 confident..:p

den on dat thurs, ma bestfrend ice queen nv come coz shes havin a headache.. ma headache wen 2 her head ah.. hhehe.. wad a lame joke..:p den sch was per normal bored.. den gt remidial on dat dae also.. only lyke 10 ppl wen.. so pathetic.. bt i still study ah..:p learn frm mrs wong.. den she ask me not 2 discourage maself.. yeah i wont.. i try 2 build up ma semangat back.. hehe..

n 1 tink happen at dat tyme.. a frend of mine was wid me coz shes waitin 4 me n her gang was ther 2.. n wen she sae helo 2 dem, dey jst ignored.. wad ar dey tellin her? dun bother her!? she ur own frend leh! wad u feel if u all were in her shoe.. wad u all feel!! such an idiotz! hhmm... dis wad u call frendz! wen u bored, u wanna haf fun den u search 4 her, beg her, gif her a cute look so dat she will be attracted 2 u n den she will change her mind n go..!! haizz.. rubbish man dis ppl!!

den yest, i didnt wen sch coz overslp.. ma sis didnt go sch n i 4get 2 set alarm..:p hehe.. den in e aftrenoon, wenn 2 ms ang house.. haha.. at last we wen.. itz been a long tyme i nv c her..:p den wen 2 her house n haf a long chat... her baby was so cute.. damn cute.. bt he lykes 2 slp.. i get 2 play wid 4 awhile only.. he not scared of ppl..:p datz great.. here ar some of e picz..

He jst wake up.. n c, his lyke damn cute lor!!

i wen wid melody..:p ma besties.. we haf fun ther..:) den we wen home around 6 goin to 7 lyke dat.. mr alfred drove us 2 e mrt station coz it was rainin dat tyme.. n most pathetic tink, i 4get ask ms ang 4 drink 4 me 2 break fasst n i haf 2 break ma fast in e car wif jst a swt.. so freak bt lucky gt sometink 2 eat..:p den we wen juntion8 n bought old chung kee food den wen home.. i cnt wait 4 her 2 b in sch back n i cnt wait 4 gabriel 2 grow so i cn talk 2 hym.. hehe.. i confirm wen he grow up, he will b handsome.. :)

kla.. i wanna haf a slp... ma family members ar all slpin.. except me.!! i wanna doze off soon bt aftr doin ma maths..:p bye bloggy..

peace out!

2007-09-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

Im so happy!! i finish up readin a book in jst 2 daes..!! kinda lame rite.. bt 4 me itz ma 1st tyme i guess... thnx 2 mas.. dat dae wen library wid mas.. den mas told me she read a bk 4 only 2 daes.. i tried it maself n i made it.. i jst haf 2 focus on e book.. :) n e book kinda interestin 2..:p haiizz. 2dae spent e dae finish readin e book...

jst nw haf ma sc practical exam. was ma 1st tyme doin it alone.. so itz lyke awkward.. chem was abit confused wid addin acid here n there... phys, ok2.. cnt sae anytink... 2mrrw i will b gettin most ma exams paper,, haizz.. i haf dis feelin dat i did badly..:( i reali haf 2 catch up wid ma studies.. haiizz..

jst nw met ma old frend, murni.. haiizz.. i pray hard 2 her dat she will change her attitude n her wae of life.. life is not abt havin a relationship.. now, e important tink in our life is our education.. widout education we cnt go anywhere.. we cn haf relationship aftr takin our education.. if u feel down n feel depressed coz u jst break off, cuttin urself is not e wae 2 solve e problem.. cuttin urself is hurtin urself.. jst cool urself down n 4get abt e past.. hhmm..

kla.. wanna off soon coz i haf 2 start revising.. i tink i left wid 4 more weeks 2 Os.. datz lyke v fast!!
PEACE OUT!!

2007-09-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

Last week, e whole week havin ma prelims.. subjects by subject each dae.. hw was e paper.. hhmm.. itz difficult!! im scared.. i sure im gonna get low marks 4 ma prelims.. even ma MATHS...:( wad am i goin 2 do.. n i get 2 noe dat i failed ma chem n eng.. OUH GOD!! wad am i goin 2 do.. wif results lyke dis, im not goin 2 make it.. i duwan, i duwan.. from now on, i will try ma v best 2 do ma best in ma Os... i duwan get dis results 4 ma exams!!:(

yeah yeah.. i noe im fat now.. fats ar around me.. of coz i wanna slim down.. i wanna lose more weight.. bt now, i've no sports 2 play... wid ma schdule of schlin, studyin... i've no enuf tyme 2 do some fitness.. if cn only on sat n sun.. bt if i dun overslept... bt i promise maself, aftr ma Os, i wanna continue 2 play soccer.. i wanna find ma frendz back.. i wanna play soccer wid dem.. i miss dem... n nw bcoz i put on weight, itz diff 4 me 2 find clothes.. haiya... i get irritated wid trryin ther n here.. im not goin celebrate raya lyke last few years coz dis year im takin ma Os n i need 2 STUDY!! i will not b goin out 4 raye on e 2nd dae onwards.. so 1 clothes is enuf 4 me.. haiya..

ouh yeah.. i've made a video 4 shaka.. i hope dey lyke it.. spend sometime doin dat vid.. coz i jst testin it.. ma 1st tyme tryin it n i get it.. hope u shaka lyke it..:) if not nice, im sorie.. datz ma 1st try so not dat nice ah..
check out to www.redriotz.multiply.com...

2mrrw im havin ma practical exams.. hope i cn do..:)
till here..
peace ouT!!!

2007-09-09T17:56:00.000+08:00

jst get scoldin.. from who? from ma mum.. haizz.. was studyin coz 2mrrw i haf ma prelims.. n she came in n asked me go shop.. ma sis playin game.. she didnt do anytink n y me..!!! haizz.. so i haf 2.. if not she will get angry n end up she go alone.. den 1hr later, i studyin, she come n ask me 2 go ma aunty house n take some stuff.. me again.. n ma sis is not doin anytink.. she n ma bro in law makin noise at e living room.. y dun ask her.. im bored of alwaes me goin here n there.. den i said ah " ma im studyin.. 2mrrw im hafin exams.. y dun u ask adeq.." n she jst sae nvm lah later den do.. she kinda angry. haizz.. den i feel selfish n regret saein dat.. i tot wanna go bt end up ma sis goin.. so im free ah..

den kak nor wanna go jp.. i wanted 2 follow.. bt den ma mum shout n said jst nw i ask u 2 help u sae u wanna study n now u wanna go out.. haizz.. end up i nv go.. ishh... y life is full of unfairness.. haizz.... i miss goin.. damn shit.. i lyke goin out wid kak nor coz i get wad i want.. bt 2 bad i cnt follow dis tyme jst bcoz of ma mum.. im damn angry wid her.. but den aftr dis incident, she make me smile n talk 2 her... i was tinkin of not talkin 2 her... bt end up we ar ok aftrall..

later at 7plus haf 2 go ma grandmahouse.. haf some prayers ther.. i hope i dun need 2 go bt i haf 2 if not i will gt scoldin from ma dad.. im so freakin lazyy 2 go coz im not close 2 dat side.. n i duwan 2 sit one side lyke a ku2.... hehe..

i jst finish studyin ss.. am i studyin jst nw or jst readin? haha.. i tink readin coz i dun understand wad e book is saein. god wad am i goin 2 do 4 2mrrw ss paper.. am i goin 2 leave it blank? my god... yatie wake up lar!!! itz not late 2 wake up now..:)

ouh yeah.. 2 daes ago, i haf a frend of mine.. she teach me how 2 stae independent.. study alone.. dun alwaes b at ur frends sides.. try 2 do it urself n ur own wae.. i understand now.. thnx frend..:)

kla.. till here.. haf 2 get ready 2 go ma grandma housy...
peace out!!

2007-08-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

let continue from e recent updates.. last sundae, wen 2 vivo city 2 watch ma frend band, Les Mendettas.. i wen wid uten n bi2... les mendettas, dey were gd bt den i felt dat e band is louder den e vocalist.. bt overall okae lar..

here some picz taken..:p

LES MENDETTAZ

ME,Uten n Bi2

den last few daes, sch as per normal.. haizzz.. so many studies doin in sch n i fell v tired..:(

last wed, was national dae celebration.. dis year celebration was reali damn n freakin bored n budjet.. thers jst lyke onli 4 performance n e pathertic tink is dat thers no stage n dey haf 2 dance on e ground.. haiizz.. so sue..i prefer last year 1 den dis yeaar. haizz.. regret of goin sch..

yest, wen out 2 tamp.. ma grandpa house..damn bored.. bt 1 tink i get 2 c ma couzins ther ah.. haf a chit chat ther.. n not 4gettin ma fav 2 cutty cousin... everytime i come, dey will run 2 me n alwaes b on ma side.. sometimes dey cn fight.. haha.:p dis kids.. sometime i get scoldin by ma mum n aunty coz im 2 gd 2 dem.. ahaha.. is jst ma type 2 b gd 2 dis kids..:p

Let me talk abt ma frendz,.. hhmm.. i donno y, i feel dat im gettin further awae frm all ma frendz.. im jst feelin dat im gettin awae frm ma close frendz.. y?? i donno.. everytink i do for ma frendz ar jst not right..hmm.. haf i make any mistakes?? did i do anytink wrong?? i donno.. maeb coz i talk 2 all sort of ppl n im beiin unfair... i donno.. i hope ma frendship bet all ma frendz will not b far apart.. i love ma frendz v much!! i haf lotz of frendz bt i haven find a real frendz which i cn call he or she ma best frend.. hhmm..

till here..

peace out!!!

2007-08-08T16:32:00.000+08:00

Last week sat, wen out wid ma classmates plus shiffa, ayun n seha.. it was really a fun n enjoyable nite... i realli haf fun spendin ma tyme wid dem.. we wen out 2 go watch baybeats bt den, dis year baybeats not dat happenin... thers THe Sally, but den i didnt get 2 watch coz dat tyme i jst come.. :( den thers other band not so interestin.. we jst spent our tyme ther, walk ther n here,, chattin n looking at ppl n also takin picz..:p i reached home around 12++ n get scolded by ma parents bt who cares..:p haha..

here's some picz taken!!

of coz thers more picz..:) dis ar some of e picz..

4 more picz, go 2 www.redriotz.multiply.com

den e next dae, which was sundae, i wen 2 c ma frendz playin band.. dey haf their concert..

to b continue later..:)

2007-08-03T15:56:00.000+08:00

itz been quite a long tyme i nv update ma blog..:) 2dae, i half dae in sch.. aftr chem lesson, i wen back home coz ma backbone achin n itz reali hurt..:( wen home den wen 2 doc.. doc sae dun 2 much bendin.. haizz.. lucky doc gaf me pain killers so dat it cn stop e pain.. thnx doc..:)

beenn busy wid studies as usuall n i feel reali tired dis few daes n week.. 2 many studyin.. i spend lot of tyme in sch studyin. haiz.. im jst fucked up wid some ppl... dey ar jst makin me fuck up wid dem,.. dun show attitude towards me ah.... last tyme use 2 sae, im petty bt now who's e 1 petty... dun b a jerk behavin lyke dis ah.. is it wrong 4 me 2 help.. if u dun wan ma helpin hand, HELLO!! u cn sae in a proper manner damn! im bein quiet coz i duwan 2 mess tinkzz up.. dun till i cnt reali freak off n i will fucked up everytink i cn.. dun make me b rude in front of u ah.. JERKS!!!

haiz... i cnt wait 4 2mrrw!! e gurls ar goin baybeats bt maeb not onli e gurls.. will b addin ppl i guess..,it will b lyke freakin fun!!!!:)

till here..
peace out!!!

2007-07-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

2dae's e last dae i'll b meetin mdm noriyani.. she will b leavin YHSS 2dae..:( sad 2 hear dat.. even if she did not ma subj teacher, shes a gd teacher n teach me alot in arts, english n even abit of religious.. me n shaka took picz wid her.. n we did gif her a small gif as an appreciation... i hope will still in contact eventhough shes not teachin in our sch nymore..:)

2dae ss was cancelled.. so happy 2 noe dat.. so i haf tyme 2 rest n 2 study.. wen i gt home, i gt a bad news frm ma mum,.. i get 2 noe dat ma bro in-law e mother had passed awae.. itz lyke terribly sad for me 2.. as jst few weekz ago, ma family took care of her.. i feed her food n drink.. haf a chat wid her eventhough she was a soft spoken.. itz jst happen few weekz ago n nw she passed awae.. itz lyke damn fast time passed through.. last few daes wen 2 visit her in hosp.. she was reali in a bad critical... she reminds me of ma grandma..:( haiizz... 2mrrw i might takin off.. not goin 2 sch as i wanna go c her funeral 2mrrw.. itz e last tyme 2 c her eventhough shes not ma mum bt she reminds me of ma grandma.. let her body rest in peace.. hhmm...

ouh yeah.. ma grandpa saes ppl who is injured cnt go funeral.. coz e smell of e funeral will absorb in e injured part n spread on our body.. is it true?? hhmm.. i didnt noe thers such tinkz..

till here.. haf lotz of hw 2 do.. better b doin.. hehe..
ouh yeah, dis few daes weather v cold huh.. haiizz.. n keep rainin.. jst nw was playin soccer PE tyme.. was slippery.. lucky nv fell down.. bryan alwaes made a record 2 fell down 1st.. hehe.. his v funny lar sey...

kla.. i betta off soon..
PEACE OUT!!

2007-07-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

haiizz.. im lyke damn freakin tired... dis 2 daes bz helpin out wid weddings.. yest, wen 4 has sis's weddin.. n 2dae wen 4 ma cousins wedding.. haiiizz... next tyme their turn 2 help me 4 ma wedding.. :) haha.. bt dat will b in 10 or 15 yrs tyme..:)

got lotz of hw haven done yet.. haiizz.. i tink im not doin it.. im lyke freakin tireed.. i wana go slp 1st.. bye... nitez...

PEACE OUT!!!

2007-07-14T20:17:00.000+08:00

Jst came back frm JP jst nw wid mas.. wen 2 librar 2 accompany mas go borrw bk den wen jp.. i wen jp coz wanna buy ma brush 4 art.. n at last i bought it..:p so now no borrowin frm mas.. cn use ma own.. hehe..

i wan 2 thankz MAS coz she made me 2 get interested in readin..:) hehe.. THANK YOU MAS!!!

didnt go sch yest!!:) y?? i tot of accompanyin ma mum 2 poly 4 washin bt den i didnt go coz thers ma bro 2 accompany her.. so i stae at home n do housework.. i tidy e whole house.. cnt let ma mum do coz she cnt walk 2 much..:) onli 1 tink she haf 2 do herself.. cookin!!! i pitty her coz she haf 2 cook... she complain dat her leg bcome hot aftr she walk n itz alwaes achin.. told her no need 2 cook bt she refuse 2 hear coz she pitty ask later no food... haiizz.. if i cn cook, i will cook 4 u, mum bt sorie i donno hw 2 cook.. im no good in cookin at all..:(

bt 1 tink, im happie dat u ar back home..:) hehe... u make me smile wen u ar at home..:p i didnt attend lottz of selfstudies n remedials coz i haf 2 rush home frm sch n wen 2 hospital 2 c ma mum.. i also didnt study last few daes coz no tyme. bt nw shes back at home, i no need 2 rush ther n here.. i cn take care of her at home!! haha... ma mum come 1st den ma studies.. :)]

2mrrw ma CME grp memberz goin 2 kampong glam 2 do some interview.. bt i cnt come along wid dem..:( i haf 2 b at home.. 2mrrw no1 take care of ma mum.. ma bro will b goin our neighbour contry, ma sis will b workin n no1 will b helpin ma mum.. so im sorie gurlz.. i haf 2 stae at home.. i tink u gurlz jst cross out ma name frm dat project.. i dun mind coz itz nt dat impt 4 me... REALI SORIE GURLZ!!!

kla... i've 2 go.. i wanna go do some MATHS!!! n ouh no!! i jst remember dat i haf GEOG hw!! damn!!.. ouh yeah, b4 i 4get.. i abit sad2 coz i cnt apply accountancy 4 ma DPA..:( accountancy need combine humans n ma combine is SUCKZ!!! haiizz... haf 2 take other subj... hhmm...

congratz ms ang n mrs liew 4 ur new born baby...:)
PEACE OUT!!!

2007-07-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

2dae, wen 2 sch as usuall bt i didnt attend ss selfstudy... i wen back home asap coz i haf 2 bring ma mum 2 c doc.. bt den, e clinic close.. so we wen 2 e clinic around 5 plus.. aftr seein e doc, e result was kinda bad.. she had 2 go 2 e hospital n haf 2 b warded.. datz e most saddess tink.. ma mum will not b at home 4 few daes.. i guess shes goin 4 an operation or sometink.. i hope she will b fine soon n go home soon.. i donno wad will happen at home widout her..:( i haf 2 do e house work all.. cnt let ma sis nor do coz she pregnanr n itz a tough work 4 her.. so everytink on me.. i hope i cn b a gd daughter n do housework.. we haf 2 work independant...

i cnt concentrate in ma work coz i reali wanna noe wadz happenin 2 ma mum at e hosp nw.. i cnt go ther coz i haf 2 study n 2mrrw i haf sch.. hhmm.. i hope u'll b fine mum.. i LOVE u v much.. if onli u listen 2 ma advise in e 1st place, it wont b dis bad..

2mrrw aftr sch, i plannin 2 skip ma remedial, ma selfstudies.. i reali wan 2 c ma mum in e hosp.. i wan 2 c hows her condition.. i dun mind missin ma studies jst bcoz of ma mum... ma mum is more important den other tinkz...
kla.. i wanna go 2 slp.. i hope 2mrrw tyme run fast so dat i cn faster go n meet ma mum..
PEACE OUT!!

(redriotz v sad2 n worry)

2007-07-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

Was kinda of busy dis few daes.. memorizing some notes n doin revision n also sch.. nw den gt e tyme 2 on comp..:) hhmm.. notink interesting happen actually..
yest wen out wid ms ang n of coz ma another best frend mel.. wen out 2 haf dinner 2gether.. i tot i was late so i ask amat 2 send me 2 e venue... he did 1 2 send me n im so happi.. 1st tyme he bring me in his motorbike... was cool ah bt abit awkward.. hehe.. den meet ms ang n den mel.. we haf a long chat, share our jokes n everytink.. i'll ms dis 2 ppl nxt year!!! dey ar e 1 who reali understand me v well..:)

jst nw wen 2 library wid mas. i actually v lazy bt i force maself 2 go..:p den i borrow some bkz... den wen 2 jp 2 eat n met farah ther... ms her v much!! we haf a walk in jp n haf a chat wid farah 2..:)

about DPA.. should i apply 4 DPA?? or should i wait 4 results?? hhmm.. ask a couple of frenz.. dey said jst apply coz u wont lose anytink if i apply.. should i?? i muz apply it b4 11 July i tink.. come on yatie make up ur mind!! itz 4 ur own good!!!
hhhmmm...
notink 2 sae actually coz ma mind nw nt workin 2 well.. heheh... ouh yeah.. i 4get 1 tink.. dat tyme, wen i was otw home wid arnanti n farhana, saw dis 1 dress.. itz a dress 2 wear 4 us 2 go slp.. ask arnanti if she wan 1 of those.. she said she not interested wid dis kind of dress.. bt shes interested wid hafin a BIKINI!!! hahahaa... should i go n buy 4 her on 1 fine dae?? as she reali wan a BIKINI?? :p
i tink i should...:) hhehehe.. she reali make me tickle..

ma MT oral 4 Os is comin soon.. donno if i cn do well... hope i can.. jia you yatiez!!!!
PEACE OUT!!!

2007-06-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

im so sleepy.. wanna slp bt i cnt.. i haf 2 take care of ma bro in law mum.. haiizz. i scared i slp i cnt hear she called... c her condition, kinda pity.. make me tink back e past where ma grandma was sick.. hhmm.. k2.. stop2.. 4get abt it.. wad i haf 2 do nw is jst take care of her 4 awhile..:) ma family becomin big.. nw plus 1 more person.. n nw in 1 house thers 8 ppl.. kinda alot.. hhmm.. i tink i haf 2 shift place slpin again.. study place.. hhmm.. haven find a rite place yet..

wad happen 2dae in sch.. notink much.. jst nw haf e lower sec spot check.. heard frm e prefects dat lot of hp had been confiscated... cool man!! hope nxt week nt our turn.. den aftr sch, tot of goin back home bt mel comin 2 sch.. so i haf 2 wait 4 her.. itz been a long tyme nv c her.. MISS HER ALOTZ!!! she came late as she finish class late.. sian waitin 4 her n at last she came.. happi 2 c her..:p haf a chat bt pitty her.. she came 2 sch wanna c our best frend ms ang bt 2 bad she wen home liao..:(

2mrrw will b e last tyme 4 me 2 go out!!! im goin out wid shaka 2mrrw.. donno go where bt i jst follow e route dey goin..:p aftr dis i reali haf 2 concentrate on ma studies.. dad told me dis jst nw " i wan u 2 pass ur O lvl n go poly.. i wanna u 2 haf ur name in e newspaper 2 get distinction.." ouh god!! distinction!! name in newspaper!! no wae!! told hym dat i cnt promise hym abt ma name in e newspaper.. n it wont hhappen.. haiizz.. i hope i cn enter poly.. coz dis wad ma dadz wan.. his onli countin on me..

im sleepy rite nw.. i tink wanna haf a slp.. ma bro in law is back so i cn go slp!! sleeping buety ah!! hehe...
peace out!!

2007-06-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

2dae anugerah 4 wildcard cool!! nurwurah get 2 join e semi final.. n dun 4get ALIFF!! haha.. he haf a fantastic voice man!! his 1 in e million.. his voice, ouh damn, i love it!! as 1 of e judges sae, if he whispered 2 his gurl, e gurl will 100% lyke it.. nt 2 hym bt 2 his voice.. damn cool!! im in love wid his voice.. n nurwarah, she such a kecik2 chili padi..:) judges make a rite decision.. till nxt week will c hws e result 2 e 10 ppl who get in semi final!!!:)

2dae ma dae, nt much done.. spend lot of e tyme in sch.. till here wanna go slp..
nitez
peace out!

2007-06-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

SCH STARTS 2DAE!!! 1 side, so happie coz get 2 c ma frendz in sch n nt 2 4get, get 2 c ma best trs, mrs alfred.. shes carryin a baby in her stomach... so happie 2 c her in sch 2dae coz itz been 1 mnth didnt get 2 c her n she will b goin 4 a long leave n i wont get 2 c her..:( e other side, so sad coz sch start n we haf 2 start studying hard coz dis term, term 3, is a short term 4 us.. will b rushing on our studies.. haiizzz..

jst nw sch, start new timetable.. so tiring coz haf 2 climb up n down of e staircase.. my class had been changed 2 level 4..:( n e weather, ma god, itz damn hot man!! hhmm... ma Os lvl MT oral will b comin soon.. itz on 11/7.. haven prepared yet bt will b preparing soon.. so haf 2 talk more of malay.. aftr sch jst nw, haf a picz takin 4 e graduation ting.. it was taken by our own form trs, mr naz.. was waitin 4 hym quite long so decided 2 play soccer wid e lower sec bois 1st.. den 2 some picz.. paiseh sia!! bt luckily i haf lynn who accompany me.. thnx lynn.. n thnx 2 e lower sec bois who took e picz wid me..:p

to ma frend melody.. i ms u so much.. i dont noe wen will i get 2 c u.. u've been bz wid ur sch project n ur hw.. i understand.. n i've been bz wid ma sch... hope 1 dae, will get 2 c u gurl.. ms u so much!!! take care gurl n dun b so stress..:p

kla.. wanna start doin some chem!!!
till here..
PEACE OUT!!!

2007-06-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

another tiring dae 2dae bt njoyin.. 2dae i no lesson tot of wakin up late coz onli left 3, ouh no, left 2 more daes 2 sch.. bt den ma mum wake me up 2 go market.. wah!! so lazy.. told ma mum in 5 min tyme i wake up bt ended up i took 15min 2 wake up n drag maself 2 e toilet.. wash ma face den wen 2 market 2 find prawns.. bt dat stupid prawn finish n i wasted ma tyme.. arrgghhh!!! come back home den wanted 2 go back 2 slp.. phone rang n it was ma auntie.. she asked me if i wanna 4llow 2 take shells?? i didnt noe 2dae we goin coz ma mum didnt alert me abt dis.. it was 9.50 dat tyme n ma auntie goin off at 10.. wake ma sis up n ask her 2 go bath n i haf 2 tidy e room.. called ma mum inform her abt it... we were late 5min..

den we proceed 2 our journey.. dis tyme round, we didnt go changi bt we go kallang.. dis ma 1st tyme comin ther.. ma leg hurt coz i step on rough rock which scratch me.. dat tyme ma mum was not ther so i n ma sis try find ah.. i donno hw 2 find at dat place coz itz muddy bt i jst try ma best 2 walk in e muddy.. fun man!!! step on e mudd n u cnt c ur own leg.. hehe.. dis tyme round, e shell abit diff.. bt i get 2 take big2..:) aftr injury of ma leg, i didnt go n find coz i scared pain.. keke.. i jst sat around n c dem dig.. n i also gt took some picz..:p

CHECK OUT!!!

not onli dis i watch or do.. i also watch ppl playin surfboardin.. so cool.. wen dey fell, i laugh at dem.. :P bt dey ar cool man!!

aftr dat we wen wash up n straight 2 home sweet home..:p i was damn hungry dat tyme.. haven eat since mornin..

actually 2dae supposed 2 go out wid shaka bt we didnt.. mar cnt make it so didnt go.. i tink 2mrrw will b goin changi.. maeb... haha.. i love 2 go 2 beaches.. kla.. i very tired ah.. wanna slp

peace out!!!

2007-06-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

Haf a tiring dae 2dae.. yeah.. wen sch in e mornin goin 4 maths lesson.. den i didnt attend english, ss n geog coz ????( no ans yet) den wanted 2 wen home bt haf 2 accompany arnnti.. her plan was headed 2 mlc n meet mr viknesh bt ended up she talkin n plannin abt graduation wid mrs thong.. haaha.. i jst hear wad is it abt coz 4 dis tink, i duwan 2 b involve.. i jst wan 2 come n njoy ma dae dat dae... datz all.. helpin hand on dat dae, i tink i not interested.. bt b4 e dae okae..:p aftr plannin, tot of headin home bt ended up sittin at mac.. accompany mas coz she haf 2 wait 4 fian.. oklah, not so bored coz i get treat frm MAS!! thnx mas!!! heehe.. den wem mas wen off, headed 2 arnnti house coz she ask me 2 complete evil dead bt end up i donno hw 2 play..:(

suddenly, zameer called n sae he under arnnti house.. we were shocked ah!! den i wen back home changed den come back 2 arnnti place den we play soccer.. i hurt ma right leg again.. ma part of ankle ther achin.. somewhere ther.. haf fun playin.. at least ma tactics of playin soccer still ther.. ma stunt still ther.. n 2dae i OLE ppl so many tyme..:) wen 2 arnnti place again 2 watch movie.. at 5 plus go meet hazlin..den wen back 2 arnnti house..

came back home.. off coz, naggy by ma dad.. haiizzz.. i donno lar wad happen 2 hym dis few daes.. naggy n irritatin n keep scoldin!!! cnt stand it!! bt jst ignore lar dis ppl...
i dun feel lyke continuin dis story.. i tink i stop here.. i haf some stuff dat disturbin me in ma brain, ma head..:( haiizzz...
till here..
peace out!!

2007-06-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

wad a dae.. been disturb by ma bro e whole dae.. naughty bro!!! irritatin..:p bt i feel we ar 2gether back.. i cn still remember wen we were young.. wen i was K1, K2 dat tyme, i reali close wid ma bro.. we lyke 2 play around.. i still haf e picz where we took it 2gether..:p i hope dis closeness will nv end.. bt sometime i cnt take his irritatin.. hhmm.. n nw his out, im free.. no disturb frm hym..

wen 2 sch jst nw early mornin.. wah!! i attend every lesson 2dae.. so gd gurl!!! ouh ya, yest aftr sch wad happen.. erm, wen 2 polyclinic,, accompany arnanti.. e queue so long.. haf 2 wait 4 hrs.. luckily gt ma DS..:) den i rush home coz i gt stomach problem... while e rest wen 2 makanshiok n eat. den met dem n followed dem 2 fountain.. so bored lar of coz.. we no plan.. e we is referin 2 ramdan, zameer, sarimi n arnnti...:P actually gt e feelin 2 go home n slp.. bt ended up arnanti ask us 2 go her place.. den fine wid it.. den aftr goin her place i wen home 2 catch wid anugerah..

hhmm.. i haf problem wid ma right eye.. donno y ah... cnt stare at screen 2 much.. it will feel pain.. y ah?? hhmm..

so i tink i wont b bloggin much 2dae..

till here..

PEACE OUT!!!

2007-06-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

wad i dream last few daes really come true.. i didnt noe dat it come true till a frend of mine reminds me of e dream i had... i dream dat i'll wake up late n i ms ma maths lesson which i reali wan 2 go.. i tried ma best 2 attend dat maths lesson bt i didnt make.. dis dream was e same as wad had happen 2dae.. ma maths lesson start at 8am.. n i wake up at 8.30.. was shocked wen i was awake.. bt thnx 2 Mareeni.. she msg me n i was awake by dat msg... i tried ma best 2 get ready 2 sch.. bt i get 2 noe maths lesson finish at 9.15 n dat tyme was 8.45 already.. i was reali sad as 2dae, ice queen will b teachin new topic..:( ended up i didnt attend her lesson.. isnt it e same as ma dream?? SOMETIMES, DREAM REALI COME TRUE!! met shaka n fazilah at e sch bus stop.. dey didnt attend maths coz dey feel lyke not goin n dey waitin 4 me n has.. hhmmm... cnt sae anytink.. thnx anywae frendz..

den at 9.15 we wen class.. wen 2 eng lesson.. i still nt happi wid ma attitude dat tyme.. hw could i overslept... hw could i ms maths lesson...:( hhmm.. recess tyme, wen 2 coffee shop n eat.. i eat ma breakfast late coz im copyin some maths stuff which i miss it..:( den wen sch 2 haf ma eng n maths lesson.. ice queen not angry wid me coz i tell e truth y im late.. bt 1 tink she wondered y i come late coz overslept n y ma frendz also late.. haf 2 explain everytink 2 her.. help 2 cover up ma frendz also.. i get 2 catch abit2 ah.. lucky..

den wen home straight.. take a rest den wen 2 uten's house.. heard frm hym dat cuty cuzin was at his home.. itz been a long tyme i nv c hym n nv disturb hym.. bought hym a tibits.. coz i noe if i come confirm he will b cryin.. he scared of me bt i lyke 2 disturb hym.. his so cute... if im not wrong his only 4 yrs old..:) so wid tibits, he will not cry.. haf fun wid hym.. disturb hym n he cried.. isnt it cute 2 c dem cry..:) hehe...

den feel kinda bored.. uten asked me 2 play soccer 4 awhile.. wen we wen down ther were no1 except 4 us.. we play passin den came all ma frendz.. we ar back 2gether.. playin soccer.. ATECH's BACK!!!:)
ouh ya, 2daes AMAT n UTEN bdae.. HAPI BDAE!!!:)
kla.. i need 2 do some revision n den go slp.. n 2mrrw i gt sch.. not goin 4 eng.. kinda lazy..:)
till here...
PEACE OUT!!!

2007-06-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

haiizz.. 2mrrw starts sch.. damn!! me still in holidae mood.. not been studyin...:( cn make it meh.. hhmm.. kinda lazy 2 go actually.. bt 2 bad still haf 2 go.. maeb dis remedial all might gif me power so dat i wont lazy around.. hehe..:)

wad happen dis few daes?? yest, wen 2 changi beach.. hhehe.. was rainin kinda heavily.. we took lorry ther.. so we get caught wid rain.. fun playin wid rain.. bt den ended up ma mum n sis gt fever.. lucky im strong... wakaka... im not easy 2 get sick.. i didnt get fever..:) we wen 2 search 4 e seashell tink again... i donno wadz itz call ah.. dis tyme round im free 2 go in e water..:) was wash up wid e sea water.. hehe.. tired searchin, wen up.. go 4 wash up coZ i feel v itchy already.. e whole body itchy maeb coz of e sand..:p

ouh yeah, i took picz of dis shells.. dis shell v special 1.. v big.. haha.. check out.. i called it father shell..:)

aftr clean up, wen 2 buy best nasi lemak at changi village.. den we bring it 2 e beach there sit n eat.. e wind blow n e aeroplane.. nice scenary...:) came home around 10+.. love it man.. next trip, might b next saturdae.. i cnt wait 4 e dae..

2dae, wen library wid mas n arnanti.. plannin n also doin some sch work..:) hehe... i was late.. actually meet mas at 12 bt end up we come at 1.. y i was late?? coz, i wake up frm slp at 11+.. i slp late yest.. slp at 5am... :) do WAD?? watched HIKMAH wid ma bro n dad...:) accompany ma bro..:p or ma bro accompany me?? kinda tired also ah... wen home, read story bk 4 awhile coz i borrw new bk 2dae.. den felt aslp.. e whole family was slpin jst nw.. nice weather 2 slp..:) n also ppl all sick.. so rite tyme 2 slp..:p

i damn lazy 2 go sch 2mrrw!! 1st period maths.. i tink i'll b comin late..:) 5min late onli.. cn lar.. yoher!!:p

till here..

PEACE OUT!!!

2007-06-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

wad did i do 2dae.. hhmm.. i wen out wid arnanti(arban singh).. wen 2 bring her bro 2 tuition den we go jp n walk2..:) saw e teen titans.. dey ar so cute... dance ther n here... haha:) isnt it arnanti??? den wen 4 lunch.. den wen 2 toys r'us... saw rizal.. his workin ther.. long tyme nv c hym..:) arnanti wanna buy speaker bt we go wrong shop.. should b kiddy palace bt she wen toys r'us.. i saw ma pooh.. hahaha....:) took picz wid it..

check dis out!!!

den wen 2 arnanti house.. jst 2 entertain her n her bro.. play xbox wid dem n ended up i play alone n dey watch.. playin "evil dead" ask her bro 2 play bt his scared...:) den aftr dat, we watch movie..:p watch charlottes web.. im e spider, charlottes, who help e pig until i died.. haha.. e pig which is arnanti... rite?? who e rat?? aftr watchin movie, we plannin 4 a chalet end of year as our frendz were askin us 2 plan.. haiizz.. e planner.. we spent our dae 2gether n will b e last dae of playin coz next week sch open 4 us.. n we haf 2 start study liao.. i need 2 memorize ma phys b4 mr ooi ask me Q...:)

ouh yeah.. Has jst send me dis picz 2 me..

Has, will b alwaes frendz... look at dis picz, i c maself, i tink ma hair grow long already n nw i look much lyke a gurl..:) i tink i should keep up of growin ma hair.. so dat i'll b much more gurlish style nt boyish lyke tomboi, as ppl alweas call me dat..:(

b4 i 4get.. wanna 2 noe sometink dat makes me laugh lyke hell jst nw.. otw goin 2 arnanti house, in e lift.. we were all keepin quiet waitin 4 e lift 2 reach e 11th floor.. suddenly i smell fart smell.. n itz freakin teribble smell.. i jst wanna open ma mouth n sae, "somebody jst farted here!!" suddenly arnanti open her mouth n sae " i jst farted!!" n itz damn smelly.. me n her bro reali cant take e smell... we had 2 use our shirt 2 cover our nose.. damn smells man!! i tink she will win 1st prize if thers competition, e most smelly fart... hahaha...:) kiddin ah arnanti!!:p

till here bloggy...

PEACE OUT!!!

2007-06-14T10:12:00.000+08:00

Im back... wondering y itz been a long tyme i nv update n online?? ma pc was taken awae by ma uncle.. hehe... he renovate ma comp... nah, he fixed ma comp... was v bored widout pc.. haiizz... n nw pc back, will b using it everydae... i love u Comp!!!:)

wad did i did dis few daes datz interesting?? hhmm.. notink much actually... ma grandpa staes overnite at ma place 4 few daes... if im not wrong, his goin back 2dae... so sad2:( itz difficult 4 us 2 c each other... wait 4 2 or 3 mnths den will meet... wait 4 holidaes den c hym... haf no tyme 2 visit hym... alwaes buzy wid sch... he stays v far which is Tamp.. now dat i dun haf a grandma, i muz b close 2 ma grandpa... I Miss U, grandma!!!:.(

dis few daes was sick.. having a bad throat... ma throat was swollen n bleedin.. wen 2 e doc.. n e doc was irritating n stupid.. he ask me hw e blood lookz lyke?? i said i donno coz i jst split it in e toilet bowl.. n he ask hw u cn donno.. u did c e blood... n dis doc ask me 2 draw hw e blood look lyke... HARLO!! i didnt observe e blood... stupid!!!

Yest, i actually haf 2 go out wid e gurlz... therz e gurlz out yest.. bt i didnt go... ma dad dun allow.. sorie gurlz.. if other place i cn persuade ma dad many tymes till he sae cn or cnt i jst go.. bt beaches i cnt.. i abit scared n eerie.. once i ask will b enough... jst scared anytink will happen i may not noe.. n ma dad another prob.. he already wasted ma tyme on sun.. n nw he dun let me go.. haiizzz.... sorie gurlz 1 more tyme..

hhmm.. i haf a new frend...:) 1st we met was in ma house.. his ma bro frend... dat tyme he came n wanted 2 use ma comp bt unfortunately ma comp spoilt.. den we met again at anugerah... we wen dat place 2gether wid ma family n frendz n wid his family... last few daes he came ma house 2 meet ma bro.. we haf a chat while ma bro was bathin..:p den last 2 daes he came wid his sis... n i noe his sis.. dat dae was ma grandpa bdae.. so ma bro invite dem come 2 haf dinner in ma place.. den we had a chat.. dey chat wid ma mum 2.. was hafin fun chattin till nv c e tyme.. dey wen back around 12+.. :)

2dae ma plan is 2 follow ma frend, ARNANTI!! bring her bro tuition den go library study while waitin 4 hym 2 come back.. at least we dun waste our tyme... im still stink here... haven bathe yet.. haha..:) kla.. wanna go bath b4 ma mum come back from market..:)

PEACE OUT!!!!

2007-06-05T12:36:00.000+08:00

At last, ma internetz back.. all thnx 2 uncle maman...:P his e best in dis alll!! last few daes doin notink.. jst stae at home n slack.. haizz... y slack dis tyme.. suppose 2 b studyin bt i slack.. ouh man!!! soon soon i will start study, i hope so...:)

last thurs, wen changi beach again.. haf fun ther... den met frend wid dis 4 years old gurl.. shes so cute.. chat wid her, make frendz wid her, teased her.. bt she damn cute... she fell down n hurt her leg,, i wont 4get her reaction hw worry she was wen i sae i wanna tell dis 2 her mom.. hahaha.. bad yatiez... purpose 2 go ther was 2 collect shells.. i donno wadz dat call ah..

heres e picz of dat tink...

i love 2 go beach.. c e sea...

n in e lorry, woohhooo.. nice n cool wind..

N i love 2 c e MOON!!!:) so bright...

last fri, i wen 2 play wid uten n lynn... i win 4 e game.. :)

bt sorie im not dat pro.. hehe...

N 2dae, i'll b goin anugerah...:) i hope i'll b enjoyin n fun... n also happenin wid noise ther n here...

btw, 2 ppl out ther plz vote M1... if duwan vote M1, hairi yusof, vote F9, yatiez ismail... hehehe...

it will b better...:p

kla.. gtg.. im hungry.. wanna haf ma lunch...

peace out!!

2007-05-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

2dae... kinda bored n not best mood 4 me... early mornin haf 2 go sch.. haf sc camp till 4pm actually.. bt i wen back at 1 coz im having ma stomach krem.. haiizz... still havin e pain nw.. :(
i didnt take ma mock exams at all 2dae.. ma stomach noe dat i didnt study 4 e exams so dey make ma stomach krem.. hehe.. wad a joke..
den i wen home took pills den wen to slp... i spent ma dae slpin 2dae coz i felt restless...

dis ppl reali cnt understand mly.. wan me 2 translate in tamilll,... i sae ma comp e memory not so big still dun understand is it.. need 2 tell hym again n again.. n nw his angry wid me.. wad a brother in law.. haiya... is lyke dat psp game V impt lyke dat.. bcoz of reali 1 dis games he wanna buy hard disk.. haiizzz... might as well jst save e money rite.. dun tink of future 1.. donno lar dis ppl all...

kla.. i wanna go slp...
PEACE OUT!!!

2007-05-28T23:04:00.001+08:00

Get Your Own Quiz!, More Quizzes

2007-05-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

2dae was Ma MT O lvl paper... quite oklah, still cn do.. bt i tink. im gonna take a 2nd intake?? can u?? wen home den read a book n felt a slp.. my dae 2dae jst lazing all e wae.. kinda bored.. 2mrrw i haf ma sc camp.. 2 daes!! i tink it will b a bored dae man!!! wid sc all e wae.. haiizzz...

n 2mrrw i havin ma practical mock exam which i didnt study.. kinda lazy 2 open bk 2dae.. haha.. nvm...

ouh ya... 2dae's ma sis bdae.. HAPIE 13th BDAE!!! ma older sis treat us eat n bought a cake.. she bought a cake which i nv eat.. haha...

i tink ma sis feel hurt wen she heard wad ma dad sae... "waste money buy cake 4 wad?? whose bdae is it dat u all go buy cake!! go n finish e cake by urself ah!!" hhmm... pitty 4 her.. bt nvm, u still have us around u sis..

HERE'S E CAKE!!!

i've notink 2 sae liao.. kla... wanna go slp....

peace out!!

2007-05-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

I knew dat i did it once bt i wont did it 4 twice... n nw u blamin on me, u pickin on me... u ar tellin me ur lost money i took it.. damn!! i gt better tink 2 do... hello!!! i've learn ma lesson once... stealin is a crime n i god dun lyke ppl who steal... y u pickin on me, y not ma other of my sibling.. y ME!!??? i jst hate it..!!! eveytink ME! ME! ME! 4 ur info, i didnt steal ur $50!!! n im tellin e truth.. i didnt noe also thers money at dat place... yeah, i gt open e bag bt i jst take wadeva u ask me 2 take datz all!!! i donno anytink!! im jst fuck up wid dis... n bcoz of dis u wan 2 talk wid me harshly!!! damn it!!! i dont need ur wordz!! dis reali make me fuck up!!! ask hym i wanna top up!! n he said " go n take me netz card in ma pocket n dun take e money inside e money" wad e fuck!! u tink i care 2 take!!! plz lah!!! i dun steal a money from a selfish person!!!

i donno wadz happenin here... im jst lost here.. his blamin on me when i didnt do anytink... itz all mess up!!! i muz b strong!! jst treat dis lyke a game yatie!!! u cn do it!! BE STRONG!!!

letz not tink abt dis... letz tink abt ma MT Olvl 2mrrw...

PEACE OUT!!!

2007-05-27T01:18:00.000+08:00

hhmm... todae, ma planned was to stae at home n study MT all e wae bt i ended up followin ma mum.. i wen 2 dinner wid ma mum n ma aunties.. wen to bukit panjang n haf dinner ther den wen to donno where 2 watch e scenary of e sea... i lyke staring at e sea, e blowin of e wind... it makes me release ma stress...:) i haf fun goin ther.. jst 2 stare at e sea n watch e ship go ther n here... i did bring ma work ther n do...:) bt jst do a little bit coz ma aunts ar so noisy... cnt blame, wen auntie2 met each other dey cnt stop talkin.. 24hrs open mouth.. lol... ouh ya, we took lorry ther... :)

den wen back home around 11.. 2dae e tyme dat i get 2 c ma dad's at home... usually he will come home late.. haiizz.. change alot... n im kinda sad.. usually a dad will b curious n wantin to noe their childrens results n hw gd or bad their children done bt ma dad, haiizz... he dun even care... i showed hym my report book.. i told hym i get ma report bk back... he didnt even 1 to c ma report bk.. he didnt care if i did badly or gd... DAMN!!! wadz happenin to ma dad... his had changed alot!!! n not onli he dun cae abt ma studies bt ma family 2... haiizzz... no 1 in ma family gif me support for ma sch work or ma exams or results n etc. onli ma older sis... shes an understandin sis who alwaes support me in ma studies n everytink...she will ask me to do ma best if i really wan to achieve ma goals... bt 1 tink she cant teach me, if she cn teach me, i will b v happy... hhmm... bt nvm...
4get it... maeb my life is already lyke dis.. cnt b change... :) im already surrounded wid dis kind of ppl... cnt do anytink else...

till here...
i've to go..
PEACE OUT!!!

2007-05-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! at last, i'm done with changing of my blogskin!!! Wooohhooo!!!.. Todae was the last day of school for term 2. damn fast!!! And today 25/05/07, is the last submission of out O level art coursework. i'm freaking happy, at last i'm done with art!!! Woohhoooo!!! i'm the 3rd to finish everything.. wahahaha... i spent my time yesterday night finishing up on my art. the bad think that i get today was my report book..DAMN!! i dropped like hell!!! how am i going to enter poly if my results like shit..:( i get L1R4, 23points.. that point will bring me to ITE not poly. i really upset with my results.. haiiizz... i hope i can do much better cause this coming june holoiday, ther will b no holiday bt revision for me. i hope this revision will help me alot. this coming Monday, i'll be taking my Os MT paper.. kinda scared.. i hope the paper is not difficult..

Last few days, very very busy with completing my art. eventhough i had finished my exams, i still came home late.. do art in school. ouh ya, last monday, me, arnanti, hazlin and my best friend when out have dinner together... we went to Fish & Co to have our dinner... it was our 1st time eating there... the food was DAMN delicious epecially the prawns, my favourite... wahahah... thankz to my best friend... actually we were supposed to watch movie togethe but change mind.. hhhaha... yesterday, i didnt came school.. not because of lazy but cause i want to finish up my colour study n i made it. :)NOW IM FREE FROM ART!!

OUH YA!!! anugerah is out now!! people out there dont shy shy k... please vote for HAIRI YUSOF,M3... k.suria will treat u all if u people vote for her brother.. hhahaa... just kidding... shes not a millonaire to treat u people..:)

kla..
i done with my mission.. and now im going to sleep soon... :)
PEACE OUT!!!

2007-05-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

hey.. im happi dat blogger is back 2 normal.. wakaka... bt im v sad n disappointing wid ma MYE results... damn terrible.. eventhough i pass bt itz onli jst pass.. datz lyke not enuf... hw 2 go poly lyke dis... ouh GOD,plz help me... i cnt go wid dis results... i wanna keep on try 2 push up ma marks.. haiizz...

wad did i do 2dae?? k, 2dae 1st, we get our geog n ss paper.. dis paper, dun deserve 2 pass lar..:P den get ma MT paper.. haiya... MT i also so weak.. ENG already weak, MT also weak.. wd language im good.. own laguage also failed.. haiya..

den aftr recess e 5n2 art student wen art room n do art.. we spent our dae in e art room doin art.. dis few daes, i spent 12hrs in sch wrkin, doin art.. bt i didnt get any pae bt come out money 2 buy food gt ah.. hehehe.. dis few daes i reali felt v tired n lack of slp... haiizz.. bt nvm.. 2mrrw i cn slp all e wae.. wahaha.. so freakin happi man.. wen home jst nw around 6 plus.. den met murni at 7+.. she wanna meet me coz long tyme no c... accompany her smoke... WAH!! wen she was smokin, i feel lyke askin her 1 stick n itz been a long tyme i nv smoke.. she reali make ma devil out man.. bt luckily i stae strong n tell maself, " YATIE U REALI NEED 2 STAE STRONG!! B A HEALTHY GURL!! NO MORE SMOKING 4 U!! SMOKING IS BAD 4 HEALTH!!" i didnt takeany of e stick.. gosh!! im happie dat im still strong...:) den haf a long cht wid her. haiizz.. kinda pitty her, she lyke no where 2 go.. i mean no 1 2 talk 2.. bt wad she do dis all is not relevant.. i tink i wont sae wad she had do.. not impt...

kla.. i kinda tired.. wanna off liao.. wanna slp..
bt b4 dat, letz c ma art picz..:)

DATZ ALL 4 E DAE!!!

PACE OUT!!!

2007-05-15T21:18:00.000+08:00

hey.. im back!! YESH!!! EXAMS AR ALL OVER!!! wooohhhoooo!!! im so happie!! bt in another hand im still stress wid ma art.. haven finish yet... nw haf 2 rush wid ma art.. haiya.. wen cn i finish it.. hmm..

jst nw actually i cn spend ma tyme at home slpin bt i haf 2 gosch n do ma art.. haiizzz.. cnt waste anymore tyme.. haf 2 go sch as usual at 7plus den do ma art.. around 2, wen 2 e library.. haha... shockin wnppl c i read bk.. yeah, shockin.. bt haf 2.. i need 2 reali improve ma english.. ds yr english cnt reli play2 coz itz Os n everytink wanna do haf 2 use eng...:) wen library wid mas, zameer, ramdan n arnanti... den aftr dat wen arnanti house 2 watch "follow the law" e show was kinda funny we lyke it...:) we spent tyme in arnanti's house.. mas haf 2 go home early coz scared her mum scold....den sarimi also come along... in e end me, sarimi, ramdan, zameer arnnti sat down n watch move.. c dis ppl remain of last tyme we use 2 b 2gether,, haf fun 2gether.. haha..
4get it..

kla.. i fedup wid dis blogger.. stupid blog.. aarrrgghhh!!! waannnaa out from here..
PEACE OUT!!!

2007-05-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

Itz been a bz week n dae 4 me... exams make me stress... haf 2 study n study n study... i donno if i cn do well in dis MYE... hhmmm.. eng, i confirm gone case coz i dont understand e passage.. haizz.. im tryin 2 improve ma ENG... lyke noriyani sae, place a dictionary bside me n let dict b ma best frend...:) MT, itz quite diff.. eventhough im a malay student, i rarely cn ans e Q... ma malay quite weak... haiizz.. Maths, kinda okae2 ah... 4 maths i reali study v hard coz dis subj i ma best n fav. subj.. woohhoo!! i love maths n i donno y... since i in primary sch... i lyke counting!! GEOG, i gt tried 2 study.. i tink i've done a mistake in ma mindmap..:( haiya... wad lar yatiez... i dun tink i cn pass coz i wont eva past gEog... if i pass ma geog 1 dae, i tink im dreamin on dat dae coz i noe i cnt... den ma CHEM, hmm.. dis 1, okae2 lar.. no comment.. i study some Q gt came out... SS, haha.. dis paper... let me guess hw much i cn gt 4 dis paper... erm, hw abt a 3... :) e paper i hate... haf2 write lyke composition.. js nw saw fazri paper.. haiyo lyke writing composition... Nw, i haf 2 study 4 ma PHYS, mr Ooi's paper... dis 1 i reali haf 2 study reali hard.. if i cnt ans e Q, i will tink abt Mr Ooi face n i will b scared... i will try reali hard 2 get 2 ans write.. Mr Ooi is lyke a monster 2 me dat im scared wid...hehe...

evnthough i had ma exams on, i still haf 2 complete ma ART!!! haizz... ma ART is more impt den ma MYE... i've 2 finish ma art by next fridae which is 18may... i hope i cn finish it.. teacher sae im doin fine.. i hope so... i reali cnt do ma art alone... i need some1 2 guide ma wid dis paintin... luckily thers putra 2 guide me.. im scared of mixing colours, im scared dat i make mistake.. i will b scared n donno wad 2 do... i've abit of confident onli..:(

hhmm... on e 9May, aftr ma geog paper, e 4n4z(2006) celebrate ice queen bdae... actually her bdae was on 10May bt we not comn sch on dat dae so celebrate earlier..:) dis is all planned by me n ma best buddy ARNANTI... n e help of others...:) 1st, kinda irritatin n fuck up ah coz ice queen missin in action.. didnt noe where she wen n we search 4 her high n low... itz not we bt me n arnanti.. we burn our fats by runnin up n down e stares n walkin ther n here 2 find her in e end ice bestfrend search 4 us...n she was not found missin bt hiddin in e lab.. haha... den we brought her 2 e canteen n start our suprise... i didnt ate anytink accept drinkin water.. i tink i've made a mistake n i dun deserve 2 eat anytink... dis is our last year makin suprise 4 her... aftr dat dae no more.. n nw we waitin 2 do another suprise... hmmm.. still plannin.. jst wait n c...:)

here ar some photos taken on dat dae...

ISNT THE CAKE LOOKZ NICE N TASTY!!

4N4Z LOVELY STUDENTS N ICE QUEEN!!

THE PLANNERS N ICE QUEEN!!

SHAKA N ICE QUEEN!!

So, did was wad i did dis whole week.. hhmm.. aftr dis wad will happen.. letz c...

i've 2 study rite nw... :( im jst 2 tired wid ma life nw wid not enough slp n rest...

PEACE OUT!!!

2007-05-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

hhmmm... i've onli finished ma eng n mly paper.. kinda diff... haiizz...
im kinda irritated wid ma dad.. aaarrgghh... his alwaes actin unfairly 2 our family rather than outside ppl or his own siblings or parents... hello im ur own child n u treat unfairly 2 me... tkkan anak sendiri pn nk mengire... :( kinda freak... N e most i hate n frustrated wid is he keep pesturin me 2 teach ma younger sis... damn! hw cn i teach her wen shes not interested 2 study n she more tinkin abt frends n love rather then studies.. aarrgghhh!!! n i tink ma studies ar more impt den hers... he didnt even ask me abt ma exams... his such an attitude dad... sometime i reali cnt tolerate hym... stress wid ma studies... stress wid hym.. damn!!! lyke 2 make ppl angry onli... bt wad i alwaes do is i jst ignore dis nonsense... 2 make me feel betta...:)
kla i have 2 start studyin already... thers reali not much ttyme 4 me...
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